Hello. Im a 36yr old single mum of three. Gained weight over covid due to working full time and home schooling (ie permanent sitting) insomnia and antidepressants (now ceased).
Tipped scales at 16stone - not sure bmi as am very tall but tipped into obese category. I’ve been on a clinical trial either taking semaglutide or cagrisema or both since July 2023. High dose. Could have been placebo but very much doubt it. Very little side effects (apart from hair loss) and have lost nearly five stone down to 11 stone 8 pounds last week. Felt like didn’t even have to try.
The medication has now been stopped as planned cold turkey. I’m on first week no medication and can feel difference even though I know takes several to come out of system. I was avoiding/in denial until it happened and when the dr told me to expect weight gain and wanted to manage expectations that this has been pretty devastating for other participants - that this is long term medication like blood pressure medication for some and obesity is a neurological issue and chronic disease - I really panicked. I put it out of my mind and hoped for the best however I feel so puffy and have gained 4 pounds already. I started tracking calories again (haven’t for last 6 months) and my god! 1600 calories so soooo little food! My BMR is 1533 I think as I have such little muscle mass (something I need to focus on but I suffer so severely with DOMS). I did 1800 for a few days and then had the urge to binge a few days ago and clocked in 3500. I’ve got it back down 1500 last few days but I no weight 11.12 so i’m back in overweight category already.
Ive noticed my blood sugar is all over the place and i’ve been having night sweats. This may be panic as I feel out of control and worried about what’s going to happen but I think it is related to sharp stop. I’ve asked to be fitted glucose monitor and if there is any discretion to put me back on and taper me slowly down. I’ll speak with them next week.
Ive been reading online - some people do manage to keep it off but most gain and I can’t stand the idea of gaining more. I still have more to lose. I wish I had focused more on exercise and muscle gains during this period. I struggle with time with working a full on job and the kids.
I walk over ten k steps a day and do 20 min workout in morning, occasional swim or other more high intensity class or gym session. Obviously I need to increase and prioritise this.
Has anyone got any tips? Has anyone else also had extreme anxiety coming off? I feel very distracted and desperate.
The last year has completely healed my brain and relationship with food. I’ve felt normal patterns of hunger for the first time and able to think clearly about nutrition.
Surely 1500 calories a day plus intense exercise can’t be the way of life forever?
I can’t afford 150 a month to buy privately unfortunately. Also, not sure should start now as don’t know what i’ve been taking until study unblinded in December.
The good news is that the doctor said the price will come down and quite quickly as they understand that people need this now and will develop supplement doses so more tailored approach like BP meds.
Thank you for listening. Just had to get it out as didn’t tell anyone about this trial either. Feel alone with it.