I am a bit worried about my bloods needing repeating because you do, don't you? l was so anxious, my B/P was up and my weight STS this week, not surprising really because l had a wedding last Saturday , l forgot to tell you , l forgot myself tbh! l have to ring Friday for the results fingers crossed everything is ok .
Gen you have as many treats and trips and as good a life as you possibly can, l know it must be gut wrenching for you . l will tell you that in my experience , l had a very strong maternal instinct until l went through the menopause and it just disappeared for me . It was an absolute relief l always wanted more children but as soon as the Menopause it was like l was a completely differnet woman. I would like Grandchildren of course but l am not desperate or making my daughters lives a misery and l can see neither of my daughters having any tbh. It's their choice and as long as they are happy that is all that matters 
Not you always work so hard at keeping your weight down l really admire you , am so glad you haven't got Thyroid problems they are a curse!
Weather is lovely out now so l will go and bother Dh in the garden 