I've found my people.
Currently the heaviest I've ever ever been and that includes when I was pregnant with each of my dc 
Need to shed 2.5 stone
Nothing fits. I took last years work summer uniform out of the wardrobe last week and tried it all on but none of it fits.
I'm snoring more,I feel hefty and lack energy
I've been glad if masks as they cover my moomin face.
I call myself bubbles de vere at the moment.
On a serious note though it's destroying my confidence and self esteem not to mention my sex life as I feel so unlike me. I don't recognise myself.
I broke my scales four weeks ago by dropping them and can't face replacing them because I know I've gained since then 
I'm a fat hot mess walking around In shapeless supermarket clothes with a wardrobe full of lovely things.
I went out yesterday and bought protein shake powder,some bars and electrolytes and from tomorrow I'm starting.
I'm an all or nothing kinda girl with food and drinks.
I get through over 1000 cals a day in just cold coffees let alone the snacks and tit bits I put in my mouth.
I spent three days loading everything onto mfp and then suddenly realised exactly why I'm not losing but gaining all the time 
So wake up call is here and I'm ready to go.
We can do it guys.