Oh dear, yesterday was terrible. I baked sourdough for the first time in months and ended up eating about half a loaf with butter straight from the oven, and then made cranberry and oat cookies for the DCs' playdate and ate probably four cookies worth of dough straight from the mixing bowl. Really annoyed with myself. Weight is back up to 67.4kg this morning, and I'm just relieved it's not higher. Still a 0.4kg loss for the month so far. Just need to make sure it starts heading downwards again right away.
Need to get back on it today. The DCs are back at school today so I have no excuses.
I know that fasting is going to be incredibly tricky today as I'm going to be hungry early after eating that pure sugar yesterday, so I'm going to try not to beat myself up if I break early, but I'm really going to focus on getting protein and veg in today in the hopes of setting myself up for success tomorrow. However I do have a busy morning, viewing a flat with STBXH for him to move into at 10am then having lunch together to discuss childcare arrangements, so if I can keep myself on track until 9:30 I'll naturally end up fasting until lunch anyway.
Meal plan:
11am turmeric latte with oat milk
12:30 roast sweet potato and whatever other veg I can find with baked/fried eggs
3:30pm small bowl of stewed fruit with yoghurt
5pm dinner at a friends, no idea what it will be. Going to suggest a buddha bowl (loads of ideas on Pinterest), as I can prep stuff and take it with me so we eat early.
Also aiming for 15k steps again today (only managed 13.9k yesterday), and although I don't have time for a full yoga practice I'm going to make sure i do half an hour as soon as I finish typing here.
Honestly, I'm so cross with myself about yesterday. Such a stupid thing to do. I have got into a bit of a cycle of really stuffing myself after fasting rather than taking it sensibly. I'm hoping that being a bit busier with work and errands now that the DC are back at school, rather than just being near the kitchen for hours on end, will help me break that. Some days I find myself twitchily opening and closing cupboards after breaking my fast, looking for something else to stuff down. Need to get a grip on it!