Me. Am going back to slimming world. Hate it, hate the constant thinking about food and drink, calculating syns and healthy extras and speed foods and free food. Hate being weighed every week and the claps and stickers and certificates and blah blah fucking blah.
But am now obese again, bmi is nearly 31, am a size 16 and 90% of my clothes don't fit and I obviously can't be trusted to self regulate.
So back to slimming world. Will lose 2st, feel all cocky and slender, not be able to get the last half stone off, get fed up and stop going. Maintain until the next Christmas or holiday or heat wave the put a few lbs on, the a few more, then a few more.
Am destined to spend my life flitting between diet clubs and being a size I am not comfortable with.
But today I have had a pain au chocolate for breakfast, left overs for lunch and a big, fat sunday roast for.dinner. apple tart for later and enjoyed 2 glasses of wine while I was making dinner.
But tomorrow I will be mainly eating veg 😁