Ok, all caught up, obvs far too much has happened to mention but just want to say Hi to all the newbies
, Well done to everyone for all the losses
esp those of you who're in the new stones yay
. Over you have a beautiful family and from what I can see you look pretty hot yourself
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Had a chronically busy time at work for the last week or so which is my excuse for not posting. Really haven't had a time like it in ages - it was good in many ways b/c I was really too busy to dwell on food. However TOTM has really hit me hard this time - been feeling v down in the dumps and also feel very bloated/stodgy.
I think it was Loli that asked about our ages, reasons for trying to lose weight. I might have mentioned it before but I turned 40 this year and it's hit me really hard, so after a few months of wallowing this is my attempt at feeling better about myself. Also, I might be v embarrassed about over-sharing this later
, but things are not 100% between myself and H - I really belong on that 'marriages that aren't awful but are not satisfying' thread. One of the issues we've had is that he hasn't touched me in years, so food (esp chocolate) became my stupid, irrational way of telling myself I was loved and wanted. We are starting to work on things between us, but either they will improve, or I will have to make some big decisions in the next year or so. Either way I'm hoping I'll be able to handle everything better if I'm healthier and feeling better about myself
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Just took a look at my Sept stats and I lost 6lbs which I'm delighted with. I've also had my first real NSV as I've had to ditch my size 16 jeans and I'm now comfortable in my old size 14s yay. Target for Oct is 4lbs but I would really really love to lose 6 again which would get me to my healthy BMI and my lowest weight in 5 years.
Predicting 1180 today without biccies, so will have to try to be good after lunch (my weakest) time.