Hello,
glad to hear everyone is well, even if we are all struggling. Glad you're feeling better after your bug Green.
I'm pulling myself out of a bit of a low. WW is a 3 day miracle and then I go off the rails and stuff myself, I'm in such a bad frame of mind. I hate being this size but I keep self-sabotaging. I bought a coat without trying it on - like an idiot - but I was in a huge rush. It's a size 16 and when I zip it up there's a real risk it will burst. So I'm afraid to close it and I'm bloody freezing. I don't want to return it for a size 18, I'd be so embarrassed and I hate the thought of being an 18, even if its true.
So I'm on day 2 of ww, 30 points per day. It's manageable but very boring. The kids are unwell so I'm stuck inside and I feel like a lump, probably because I'm making no effort with my appearance.
I have a school Mum's Christmas drink in a week and a half, so I'll stick to it until then. And then hopefully I can continue until Christmas. I can't have any long term goals, I just fail, so it's week by week with no weigh in day so I can't spend a day stuffing myself as a reward.
Sorry for such a maudlin post, I really feel my weight is getting me down but I seem unable to exert any self control. Ugh!
Any advice??