Morning everyone
honkey bonkey that sounds like a miserable day, but, on the bright side, at least you weren't parading your thighs and crotch around too obviously without realising
. I have 4 pairs of trousers that do up, none of them fit properly though and one has lost its button and the zip always pulls itself down when I walk but I still wear it
. I long for the day to feel good about myself when trying on clothes
Well, I wasn't too bad with what I ate yesterday, just about in MFP range for calories but ohhhhhh so hungry most of the day. Had soup for dinner and couldn't take the hunger in the evening so had a low fat yog, bowl of muesli and some soya nuts
. Still, at least even if I did have too much there it wasn't terrible choices . I'm either off to the gym later or off out with DD and DH to some gardens - will have to lunge around the gardens and do sprints or some such to make it into a workout
when no one is looking as I'm so desperate now to lose this weight. Weighed myself yesterday and I was nearly 2 lbs heavier than I was the day before - how does that even work?!
IO genius there with the stars on jeans
greenwich I actually made up an excuse to not meet a couple of friends last week as I didn't want them to see me with all this extra weight
- they haven't seen me since pre preg when I was 4 stone lighter and one of the ladies has made unintentionally rude comments to me when I've put on weight in the past which has really upset me so I didn't want to put myself in that situation again. Feel really bad about it though.
Oh stealth I'm too scared to sit in my parents' garden chairs should I break them 
lollipop grr to the gym showers. I keep meaning to buy flip flops for when showering in ours but never quite getting round to it as when you think about it it's a bit icky your feet are in someone elses used washing water.