Morning all! Hope you're all coping well in the heat. I don't mind it at all, as long as I'm careful with the timing of my walks. My poor Golden Retriever is not doing well though, and with typical stupid dog stubbornness refuses to sit on her cooling mat!
@Fffreeeeezing - deep breaths. You will be fine. Worrying about what is happening with your weight won't change the reality of your weight, in fact it will make it worse if you spiral off into anxiety about it. So easy to do, we are all scarred by a lifetime of obsessing about our weight aren't we?
@TheBroonOneAndTheWhiteOne - hope you're doing okay and hoping you get some peace and recovery time now.
@PearlsTeapot - yay, home time!
So like most of you probably, I keep records of my weight, health etc. I happened to look at this exact day this time last year. I'd started MJ in the March of 25, and by the last week in June I'd just gone up to 5mg and was still feeling fab. So, with all my blips, hiccups, meltdowns and MJ mini-break and restart, between June 27 last year and June 27 this year, I've lost a grand total of.... 7 whole pounds! Honestly, I have to laugh or I'd cry. I don't even want to engage with how much I've spent on this drug in that year, especially as I was up to 15mg by the end of it.
Since my break and restart I've had decent enough suppression, but nowhere near like it was. I'm still capable of binging, getting take aways when nobody else is in, drinking a bit too much booze. I definitely feel like the 'old me' is just lurking around under the surface, constantly trying to bust through, whereas in the early days of MJ I genuinely thought this was life-changing for me. I know it has been for many of you and I do take inspiration from that, but some days it's harder than others!
Anyway, onwards, upwards, downwards, sideways, and in my case a big squiggly line of all of those...
Have a great weekend all.