Hello all still here. No worries if no one remembers me. I haven't posted since December. Reason being I TOTALLY stuffed up over Christmas (completely my own fault) and it took until mid-March to rectify (i.e. to stop plateauing or putting weight back on each week). FINALLY back on track, and today I weigh lower than I did in mid-December. But it's taken me a loooooong time to get here.
I didn't post because (a) I was ashamed and (b) I didn't want to encourage failure in others.
I've read everything, though. And interesting to see others struggled over Christmas and also had slow losses in Jan. January was awful for me.
Something I've noticed reading a few hundred messages at once. The shorties on here are envious of how the tallies (of which I am one) have reducing BMIs (my BMI this morning was 28.1). But as a tallie, I'm soooo jealous of your little numbers. I couldn't hope to be anywhere near 10 stone, and lots of you shorties are under it.
I've had some fabulous NSVs this week. Firstly, I'm on Easter hols (work in schools) and I've lost weight - unheard of for me. Second, I did the winter/summer clothes switch and found a bag. I got rid of most of my smaller clothes, because I thought "I'm never fitting these again"), but I kept just a few that I loved too much to dump. Dared to try on and they (almost) all fit. They're not a small size, but they're a damn sight smaller than I was wearing (I probably stretched them all when I was gaining, but the label says what the label says, right!)
I'm not daring to get rid of big clothes yet, but @ChiaraMontague, I'd be interested in the name of that charity. I absolutely LOATHE some of my biggest clothes, bought in despair and to (ineffectively) disguise the bulge. I'm not going to buy new clothes yet (and, hey, I've just got a whole "new" wardrobe of all my most loved clothes), but it's so great to know I can go into a shop and look for things I like, rather than (a) ordering online, because I hate what I've had to do, which is (b) go into a shop and look at a label to see if it might fit before deciding whether I can stand the item of clothing or not.
Well done everyone for your losses whilst I was messing up. Very glad to be back on track, but very worried about what this means for the future, and thinking carefully about that now.