Hi all, how is everybody getting on?
Things have been very static for me for a while.
No movement on the scale, not feeling anything from the meds (0.5 Wegovy), appetite seems normal / quite high.
Also wasn’t feeling particularly “slim”.
As I’ve commented on before, your body, shape, weight and appearance and how you view yourself is so complex.
I have lost 2 stone, and I think there was a period at the start where nobody noticed any difference and neither did I….then around the start of January people started noticing / commenting, I could see a difference, and I felt good.
That seems to have worn off a bit now.
I am still so, so happy to have lost this weight…but I still just see a lot of flaws in the mirror. A lot of fat.
I think the crux of it is that when I was really big, I was in denial. And in my head, I looked the way I look now. So there’s a part of my brain that doesn’t see the massive improvement. There’s a part of my brain that says “this is how you always looked, there’s no difference”.
I think I’m also struggling with ageing. It’s hard to come to terms with the fact that I am now down at 10 stone 7, which I was when I was late 20s (I think).
But 10 stone 7 at 29 and 10 stone 7 at 45 look very different.
The arms and apron tummy aren’t going to be fixed by weight loss alone.
Anyway, that’s the negatives.
The positives are that I am starting to see the slightest bit of movement on the scales again. Having got down to 10 stone6.6 well over a month ago, I have been back up hovering at 10.7 and 10.8 for a loooong time time.
Yesterday the scales went back down to 10.6.6 and this morning they fluttered around 10.5 (!!!) before then settling back at 10.6.6.
Friend has got a new dog who is much more energetic than mine so got a big dog walk planned for today and going to make a concerted effort to eat better.
I had some trousers I bought just before starting Wegovy. I slimmed into them nicely and can remember husband commenting I looked good.
I wore them yesterday and didn’t look or feel good in them at all. But think it’s becuase they were just too big and hanging off. But I felt rubbish all day because I was aware I really didn’t look good, despite looking quite good in them when I was a bit bigger.
Strange, isn’t it?
As always, it’s a journey and still a learning curve, and I am still getting a bit of a buzz out of not constantly feeling horribly fat and unattractive and cringing when meeting someone I hadn’t seen for a few years. Just need to remember that and try not to keep wanting “more more more”.
Happy weekend all!!