Merry Christmas all!
Hope everyone is well.
I’ve had a lovely few days at home, full Christmas dinner on Christmas Day, then lots of turkey sanwiches yesterday.
I have eaten trifle and crisps and chocolates…but in much smaller quantities than before, and not due to willpower, just didn’t fancy any more.
I was designated driver so no alcohol, which is fine, I had a lot going on with cooking and hosting etc so didnt want to drink anyway.
Havent done a lot of moving, a small walk each day, but have gained no weight and scales actually seem to be moving down a bit.
Overall - my body looks and feels much better than it did. I look better in my clothes, although I wouldnt necessarily say I need new clothes. The old sizes still fit, but more comfortably than before.
I’m very close to the target weight I set myself, although as I have got closer to it I realise that really I should probably lose a further stone.
HOWEVER. I just don’t think that’s achievable or realistic for me. At the moment I am probably only around half a stone heavier than I was in my 20s before I had kids.
I think to lose any more would be unrealistic for my body, and, importantly, probably very unsustainable.
The last thing I want is to regain all the weight I’ve lost. I think to lose too much more would be greedy and just not right for my body.
So I’m tentatively thinking about my exit strategy.
I have 2 jabs left of the 1mg, and I have a full pen of the 0.5mg.
So I am wondering about finishing those and then trying to go it alone.
whe I get the time I will speak to the juniper support team about it, and also look for advice from users who have done similar.
There is something about my body, I’m guessing it’s when my blood sugar dips, I just get uncontrollably ravenous. And that’s been most of my life. It just didn’t make me gain weight until my 30s and after having kids etc. so I will need to look for another way to try to control by blood sugar and cravings etc.
Also juniper offer a blood test that checks all your levels, including thyroid etc so I think I am going to do that. Would have been useful if I’d done it at the beginning so I could compare but I didn’t. Oh well.
Anyway, merry Christmas all!!!