It's a revelation. I went out this evening for a long standing night out with some friends to a restaurant which is the 'in' place to go in our area and they were looking forward to trying it. We also had a £75 voucher to spend there, so I couldn't really suggest an alternative place to eat. I haven't told my friends I'm on MJ yet, as want to keep it to myself for now. I just mentioned I was on a post holiday diet/health kick.
There is literally nothing healthy on the menu, just the most amazing burgers or chicken wings, so I was a bit worried, as I have been eating 100% clean since starting MJ last week as trying to avoid any side effects.
I ate the meat in the burger (which did also have cheese on it) and the pickles, but left all of the bun and only ate about 7 fries. I felt completely full up. I had a glass of wine poured for me, but I didn't touch it and ended up giving it to my friend. I stuck to water. We then went to a really nice cocktail bar and again, I just had iced water.
This is such a stark contrast to the usual me. Especially the alcohol. I have what is probably described as an unhealthy relationship with alcohol and up until last week, was that person who has at least one or two drinks pretty much every single evening. There is absolutely no way I would ever resist a glass of wine sitting in front of me or not buy myself a cocktail in the lovely little cocktail bar. But tonight, I was able to consciously decide that actually, I wasn't going to have it, wasn't really fussed about having it and I was fine with my decision. On previous diets, I will usually decide to stop drinking but then get really pissed off that I'm not allowed a drink. And give in after maybe a couple of weeks.
I think in terms of the amount of food I ate tonight, my tactic of taking my MJ on Thursday evenings is what worked, as the suppression is then stronger over the weekend which is when we tend to treat ourselves to nice food, or cook intricate meals.
I had a lovely evening and.....only spent £15 😂