Morning everyone!
I’ve just been reading through and doing a catch up. Sorry to hear about the gall bladder issues - it’s something I’d wondered about as it’s often linked to rapid weight loss, but having watched a friend go through the attacks I wouldn’t want anyone to have to deal with that! Fingers crossed for a cancellation.
For those who stayed with SheMed - I did too, with the switch to WG. They upped my dose again to 1.7 and I took the first one yesterday. I can’t decide if there is any suppression there or if I’m just more conscious of what I’m eating. I have noticed that I don’t seem to be able to cope with certain foods anymore: we had a Chinese the other night, and boy did I suffer afterwards! I felt like it was my punishment for eating something like that. I didn’t ask for an increase and am not trying to lose weight now, I just want to maintain, so I’m not sure what their reasoning is, but I haven’t bothered to ask. I reckon I have one one left after this before the trial ends.
I've starting considering the ‘life after the trial’ and have been looking round to see what’s on offer. Ideally, I’d like to go back to MJ and the prices seem to have settled and come down a bit. Bolt Pharmacy seems to have some good offers and will take me on as maintenance, and I’ve looked at a couple recommended on here too.
For now, it’s looking forward to Christmas. I’m enjoying wearing different clothes, but I still look in the mirror and see the old me. My brain definitely hasn’t caught up with what I look like and although I know that a size 10 jeans fits just fine now, I still think I look the size I was. I have a fair bit of
lose skin on my bum, thighs, tummy and abs (non-existent ones) and lots on my upper arms. The jelly bras that are all the rage now have been a great find as they smooth everything, especially the saggy skin under my armpits.
If I'm honest, I’m scared of putting it back on and although I’m looking forward to Christmas, the food bit worries me. So much on offer and it’s seen as ok to eat as much as you want. I’ve learnt that I put weight on so easily that I need to keep hold of that and will always have to control what I’m eating. My mind needs to catch up!
It’s mad to think it’s nearly a year and for all of us, whatever stage we’re at, it’s just a milestone on our journey. Whether you’re still trying lose or trying to maintain, I think it’s a journey many of us will be on for the rest of our lives. Reading your stories, even as a ‘lurker’ has kept me going, and I think we need to celebrate our amazing achievements. Maybe on NYE we should add up our total losses and see just what incredible things this little community has achieved!