So gals I’ve genuinely needed 24 hours to process this! I went jeans shopping again yesterday after the last attempt left me still a size 12/14, down from a 14/16 but not reliable in every shop.
I was wearing a pair from Next that are a 14 and my husband has been commenting on my jeans looking saggy on me so bit the bullet and tried again.
I have three pairs of Size 10s in my wardrobe from Next! Two pairs fit fine and one gives a tiny muffin top but wearable. I also picked up a few T-shirts, a few mediums that I tried on and then some were numbered sizes and when I compared what I had tried and knew fitted it worked out at a 10 on top too!
I have never owned Size 10 clothing!! In fairness I feel I should point out that 12s in New Look didn’t fit properly nevermind 10s but it still feels like such a huge NSV for me!!!
Ive also re-tried some smaller work trousers I was issued and they now fit fine too. Tomorrow, for the first time ever I will be going to work in a Small Tunic and Small trousers!
I think wearing smaller clothes has opened my eyes to my new size, sounds stupid but wearing the same stuff as before definitely hid it from me! A lot of my clothes are gym/running leggings that are a bit looser but not falling off but some of my baggier T-shirts have been moved out the drawer!
Im too scared to through anything away. I’ve got it all bagged up and will tuck it away somewhere hopefully never to be seen again. I guess it’s the opposite of keeping clothes you’re too big for but I can’t bring myself to do it yet!
Anyway thank to anyone who has made it to the end of my essay!!! This is what happens when you don’t have people in real life (apart from my DH!) who know that I’m on MJ - you guys are all I have to share it with!