Hi everyone. It is just lovely to see all the progress and the "thin-people" problems we are facing now e.g. just too many options of what to wear!
I've not logged in for a while but have still been chugging along in the background. I had stuck at 5mg after coming back from a short break and then upped to 6.75mg this week and BAM, it felt like week 1 again. I can't face food, I'm super low energy and dizzy. It has however got the scale moving again, not surprising considering I'm eating almost nothing. Will consider dialling it back again a bit next week.
I'm 9st9lbs (135lbs) now and approaching my initial target weight of 130lbs. This would be nearing BMI 24 for me, which is where I thought I'd feel comfortable with my build. This is the home straight now, which I still find hard to grasp. I'm considering keeping going till 120lbs and then aiming to maintain between 120 and 130lbs in the long term. I'm 5ft2 and curvy.
So I'm starting to think seriously about maintenance and I am wondering if a pathway off MJ altogether might be right for me. I gained weight very slowly over a prolonged period of many years and I feel that maintaining a weight could be achievable on willpower alone, although losing weight wasn't for me. I suspect MJ has other side effects on my mood - nothing terrible - but I don't feel as wired/awake/excited/motivated on MJ. I feel it dulls my sense of adventure and drive beyond just being tired from low calories. I'm not sure I want this for the long run if I can avoid it.
Really interesting to hear what others are thinking.