HW 91kg | SW 87kg | CW 77kg
My skin has got really dry so I'm greasing myself with Cerave. I don't like unguents but I think I need to just put up with it. I've got some Korean Italy towels too to get my skin into as good shape as it can be for this upcoming insult. I've got some prescription tret too for my face and neck, which might be more effective if I actually put it on my face instead of just put it next to the sink.
Tummy still quite big and still not out of my fat clothes except for one largish pair of jeans from about 4 years ago. I seem to have mainly lost the weight from my face and legs? 🐫Still lost almost nothing off my waist, barely half an inch. My thin clothes are all expecting a 28" waist and 38" hips and I'm still sticking at 31" / 42". My cheekbones are re-emerging, though.
A friend came over last night and in between various other discussions she remarked again that she was unable to see that I'd ever gained weight or had any to lose, to the point I almost felt she was accusing me of making it up, so this time I actually told her all my weights in the 15 years we've known each other, and she was completely surprised.
I just don't think we're very good at "seeing" weight. I think basically, we see four sizes: thin, normal, fat...and documentary. And "normal" can be anything up to BMI 35, easily. It's not well calibrated to the scale or reality. For me, I never looked thin unless my BMI was about 19, and I never really looked fat. I just looked average; I'm average looking in all respects. But looking and feeling are so different. In my own body, I do feel it, from the inside.