Hi there
Such an interesting point about people not believing you
whenever we holiday with family or stay with them, there's a few who are a bit "how can you be eating so little?" so within my circle I do think people realise that some of us are just built this way. But only DH knows about the medication.
I really can't imagine the family will react well obviously I've got two friends who would be fine with it because they think it's brilliant and actually, I think it's given them more energy. It makes me think that perhaps whatever is wrong in their system this medication correct it. They are much better and much more energetic. I'm really not feeling as well as I normally do, I feel fine even though I'm overweight I don't have any of the associated problems with it and all my bloods are very good
I was really more concerned about avoiding things like joint pain in the future as well as being very self-conscious because I'm short and I just feel I look ridiculous in most clothes
originally I actually planned to use it as a three month kickstart. I really didn't want to be on it for long. It's not really about the cost it's more the fact of being on a medication
But I did start a thread about the risk of it being lifelong, so I suppose I did know when I started can I decided to do it anyway
Anyway, side effects
Exhaustion fatigue, the best case seems to be having it from days one to 3 worst case is it goes on till day seven really? Really having to drag myself through the day when previously I was very energetic. It's not the reduced calories because I've definitely tried that on diets I did get hungry, but I did not feel this really overwhelming exhaustion
Nausea and reflux - having to take Pepto-Bismol every day, that can't be good
Headaches, I never used to get headaches - some weeks I've just had a headache all the time (wearing off on day six) I realise there's no point taking anything for it. It's definitely caused by this.
I did 2.5 for the first four, then the last two I've had 3.75 because I did not feel at all right about doubling the dose under the circumstances
My original plan was to go up to 5 on Boxing Day because we have nothing major between Christmas and New Year it was just quiet family time but we will now be going down to London on the 28th or 29th so I'm not sure about that now.
supposed to be working on a big project in the New Year and I will have to be on site and I don't always have easy access to a bathroom so I have to be really careful which is why I chose Friday to take it I'll try to work from home on a Friday but it doesn't always happen
It's interesting about splitting up the dose throughout the week, but at the moment I get a sense of relief when the headache wears off so I'm not sure about that
I'm keeping a track of everything though and actually yesterday I didn't have a headache and I don't have one today so I must be getting used to it? I hope so!
by the way, I don't really have food noise I suppose I ate cake on a Sunday because we just always did - though it was a weekly treat and not a norm
I wasn't overweight as a child I was actually too skinny
no interest in junk food, no interest in alcohol
it is always much more about reducing the amount of food I eat and I I thought this would help me do 5:2 type fasting - that is working and I reckon that's why I've lost the 6lb but mostly because I'm so off my food in the first few days and not in a healthy way - when you feel nauseous.