Wow @Blondeshavemorefun - you’re rocking that size M jumper and what a difference! I’m sorry that the scales weren’t playing nice, but agree with everyone else it’ll just be a reset after an awful bug. Hold your head up you’ve done amazing.
Gorgeous dress @Fuffedoff - enjoy the party!
Great NSV @Motnight and well done too @WorriedRelative and all the other victories and everyone else keeping on going on this journey - proud of us all.
I’ll share a picture too - it’s a comparison from last Christmas party to this one which was last night, not sure how big a difference it actually shows - this years pic isn’t great and I’ll be honest, I probably looked better overall last year (I bloody love that dress!) because I’m feeling dog rough again with what I can only assume are side effects.
Came down to the venue Wednesday - was feeling ok after being sick and dodgy poos day day night. By Wednesday night in the hotel I was having the most horrendous D&V, it was appalling, worse than I’ve ever had before (more D than V). I had a really important presentation that I had no choice but to do on Thursday; then I went back to bed for a bit and felt well enough to get dressed and head out for the first bit of the Christmas do ie the meal, albeit I didn’t eat much or drink anything, and then I had to come back to the hotel - slight dodgy tummy again this morning but not as bad.
Im so pleased with my progress but there is a big ‘at what cost’ feeling about it too. I feel shit so much of the time, and it ruined what was a big career moment for me as well as the Christmas do, everyone is sharing videos and photos from the night and it looks a brilliant time, I don’t get out very often these days and I love the people I work with albeit we don’t actually get together much; so I’m just gutted about it really. That was my only Christmas social event, and now I have to sit on a train for 4 hours feeling awful and worrying about potentially pooping myself. It’s also kick started my period again after finally stopping bleeding for a week or so.
I have a new pen waiting for me when I get home but I’m very much in two minds about whether this is my journey over now. I had a good 4-5 weeks or so but seem to be back here in side effects hell and don’t think I can do it much longer.
Anyway, sorry for being a downer - here’s the picture.