Evening all. I’ve been quiet as I’m in such a different place to most of us now. However, after my complete flip out at my last period I am coming back to update.
I had my maintenance consultation and after the last week’s PMS I have made the decision to go back to MJ.
I have been without it for two and a half months and whilst my weight does go back - almost - to goal, the food noise and weight gain around my period has just been painful psychologically. The week before period the cravings go out of control and then I gain water weight. This month I didn’t go above calories and it has still happened. I whoosh up and it then takes until almost the next bout of PMS craving to go back down. (I have about a 22 day cycle with peri - lucky me, not!)
I am still exercising. But that pattern is what stopped my loss before for years and years and whilst it may be natural it is utterly demoralising.
I am therefore going to be taking MJ for the food noise and to stop that hell. It will still happen - it did whilst I was losing - but not to the extent it has been.
There you go. I am lucky I can afford it. It’s not for loss. It’s for all the positive side effects. I will stay at a low dose and see how this goes.
I have always been honest with you all and I thought I could do this with all the changes I had made. I can’t.
Not ashamed one bit. But you all needed to know as I was probably one of the first to try this who posts so much! (Or did!)