Hey everyone, I'm sorry I haven't been on in several weeks. I was trying to be a little less obsessed with MJ.
My GW was 12 Stone 12lbs as this is the weight I was happy at until the start of last year when I started to pile weight back on (history of obesity and losing siginificant amounts of weight twice over the years).
I am usually a heavy exerciser but that faded away from August due to lethargy. I know I've lost some serious muscle since then.
I feel more 'flabby' now than when I was this weight before.
I decided to change my GW to 12 stone 7. I'm now 12 stone 5lbs. My BMI is 26 for context, I don't care about BMI at all. I honestly can't tell if I look a healthy weight.
Another target was to fit in size 12 River Island jeans, which I now can. I'm a 10-12 in other shops.
I'm finding it hard to stop, the injection makes this so easy, I could easily lose a lot more. But I know from my history that I will struggle to maintain any lighter.
The right thing to do is to crank up the exercise and the food intake to try and get my muscle and strength back. But it's easier said than done!
Some of you might remember that I struggled to increase my dose. I had to take 3.75mg for ages then gradually added a few more clicks each week, tomorrow will be 21st injection but only my 3rd of 5mg.
My suppression is strong.
I have such a fear of gaining weight that I don't really want to reduce my dose but if I don't, I will keep losing. I'm really struggling to flick the switch from weightloss to maintenance.
Sorry for the long post, just wanted to write it all out, I understand if no one manages to read all that!