Hi all, I’m officially on my second 5 pen - but only did 3.75 for the first 2 weeks of the first. So really only on my third 5 dose this week.
The suppression has been off the charts today and yesterday. That’s day 3 and 4 since injecting which are usually my strongest days, though I don’t think I’d have much appetite even without the mj as Covid made me so ill last week I didn’t want to eat and I’m still not quite over that.
Yesterday I remember thinking ‘I should try and make sure I get some breakfast today’ then got busy and distracted until ‘oh well it’s gone 11 I’ll just eat a decent lunch’ then I had to go into a meeting, then got a call, then someone at the door etc so - ‘shit it’s nearly 2’. Even then I had to force myself to eat, and then couldn’t eat at dinner time and ended up with a protein shake. That isn’t really how I want it to be, and I don’t think it’s helping me get better either so today I’ve forced myself - yoghurt, seeds and berries for breakfast, scrambled egg on toast for lunch and just been out for a very early dinner with DH and DD as it’s my birthday. We went for Japanese and I had a couple of pieces of sushi then some teriyaki chicken and salad, had one spoon of rice and about a third of the chicken, luckily DH and DD both liked the look of mine and polished it off between them.
I have just had a forkful of cake though because it’s my birthday - is it weird that I made myself for DD to see. I don’t want her to see me ‘on a diet’ or not doing normal things like eating a bit of cake on my birthday. But honestly I had one forkful and felt sick.
Will see if it fades a little over the weekend - am half considering going back down to 3.75 again (although weirdly the worst sickness and side effects I had were on 3.75, 5 has been relatively easy since!)