And I bet the 24.9 felt so good, @ObsidianTree. I know BMI is a blunt tool. But I can certainly not pretend I’m muscly and that skews it.
On Primark sizing. I know the hoodies you mean. I know the young folks (ha ha, I still like to think I am), wear things baggy. I try everything on now.
But I didn’t lose this weight to cover up. I did that for decades.
It’s a shame I don’t have the boobs I did but I will update on that Thursday. Running a very critical eyes over my body I would need a 360 lift and boobs. (360 is basically hoiking everything up at your waist life a pair of tights) .
The self criticism doesn’t end. Now I look fine in clothes. I’m healthy. I’m exercising. I’m maintaining. And I’m now sat with a list of surgery that would be over 15k.
Why can’t I be happy? Oh yes. Because I never am. It’s not the body that is the problem. It’s the head.