Interesting about the protein powder/ shakes etc - thanks for your thoughts all. I’m going to use up the pack I have as and when I feel I need an easy way to up protein, then have a think about whether to invest in a more natural ingredient version or how else I can get my protein up. I don’t really want to eat more meat - I only recently started eating meat again at all and ideally wanted to reduce it to very occasional but it’s creeping up! I need to get more eggs in, I just find it hard to fancy them these days (flashbacks to my Atkins years!)
Today has not been the best clean/ health wise. I didn’t eat breakfast. I took DD to the morning showing at the cinema with a friend and her little girl, DD had a small portion of popcorn and a packet of magic stars chocolate - normally I pick at whatever she gets if not get myself something too, but wasn’t even slightly tempted. Then there were various summer activities going on in the town centre so we had a mooch about and suddenly the girls were starving and lunch was needed immediately! Friend’s DD is quite limited in what she’ll eat so we went with McDonald’s - I chose the chicken Caesar wrap, side of cucumber sticks and a water. 403 calories, plus a few for the cucumber. Felt so full afterwards and could quite happily have not eaten the rest of the day.
We’ve had in-laws over for dinner this evening - they requested DH’s homemade pizza which he does just literally with flour, yeast and water and then makes own tomato sauce and various toppings. I served big salads with it and mostly ate the salad (including a chickpea and tuna one), with two tiny slithers of the pizza (which I furtively weighed before serving myself!) I also made a no-added sugar apple and blackberry crumble with fruit from the garden, which others had with ice cream and I had a spoonful with a little Greek yoghurt. I really didn’t need the crumble but I wanted to taste it as it’s genuinely one of my favourite things!
I ate it all quite easily but feel so stuffed now, like I’ve had a full day of pigging out. I’ve religiously weighed and tracked down to the splash of milk in my tea, and I’m still at 950 calories. I can’t possibly eat anything else today I’d burst. So once again I’m under on protein.
I definitely need to focus on eating more protein less carbs, but in a way this has been a good education in fitting normal family/ social life into the lower calories. I think I’m going to have to start eating breakfast as I’m not going to get my calories (I want about 1400 to ensure this is sustainable once I’m off the medication) or protein in.