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How do I tell him I won’t be his carer?

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Icantbeacaregiveranymore · 13/06/2026 18:33

Been with DH 20 years, in that time I’ve cared for numerous people (some his family, some mine) including our two disabled kids.
He’s been diagnosed with COPD which will require a lot of care.
I don’t want to be his carer.
The dc are finally getting older, and more independent with their disabilities and now I feel like I’m being forced to give up my life again.
My entire adult life has been on a back burner as I had DC early in life, I planned to go to university & back to full time work but if I do this DH will suffer.
I am only mid 30s, he is older than me but I have told him for years he needed to take better care of himself but he didn’t now this is the result.

We’ve had a massive arugment this evening as he came home and asked me to cook dinner as he’s going back out and I told him I am sick of putting my all in everyone else and getting nothing in return and instead of talking about it he’s just gone out.
I don’t know what to do. Caring is lonely, Ive spent a good part of 18 years being lonely and I just do not want to do it for another twenty sodding years!

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ClayPotaLot · 13/06/2026 22:35

Icantbeacaregiveranymore · 13/06/2026 19:07

That’s the thing I did love him, I loved him so much that I moved across the country just so his mental health would improve. I loved him so much that I looked past a lot of bad things but this has just made me immensely angry. An anger that I have never felt before.

Do you think he loved and still loves you? Or does he just like what you will do for him?

Cobrakainerd · 13/06/2026 22:39

I have been totally blunt with DH about this. I will not become a full time carer. He's older than me. He's had years to plan ahead. The fact he knows and has known for years his health isn't great and that he has buried his head in sand and presumably thinks I will step in doesn't make it my problem to solve! We are perfectly happy together, its not a ltb situation, its a 'its not happening ' situation.

NutzMrSprout · 13/06/2026 22:41

Seems that the question is skewed " How do I tell him I don't want to be his wife?" sounds more like it.

allthingsinmoderation · 13/06/2026 22:42

We are all different in our capacity to be carers for our loved ones.
No one should judge your feelings that you dont feel able to be a carer.
Are you considering leaving your DH if he get sicker and requires care or are you wanting to stay with him and get carers for him?
My husband died at the age of 48 yrs after a 3 yr illness/cancer, i considered it an absolute priveledge and honour to care for him til the end but i know how challenging and exhausting caring can be and wouldnt judge someone who felt differently.
I dont want my children to be burdened by caring for me if i were to become in need and am making plans for that eventuality.
Talk to him about how you feel about caring now rather than when he gets in greater need .
Good luck.

watchingthishtread · 13/06/2026 22:49

It sounds like the issue is that he's going to want you to care for him when he doesn't actually need you to care for him. If that is the case then the problem his is personality not his illness.

Iamstardust · 13/06/2026 22:54

ToastSafeFromMothsAndDogs · 13/06/2026 20:14

Do whatever you want. He does whatever he wants.

I have to agree with this. Leave now while you still can @Icantbeacaregiveranymore

Mariets · 13/06/2026 22:57

It's bloody hard work being your partners carer. My husband had MS and thought the 65.00 a week carers allowance I got entitled him to treat me like a skivvy, basically doing everything for him. It caused massive arguments when he told me I got paid to look after him. Not 24/7 you selfish prick and it made me see him in a different light and grow to dislike him. Don't do it.

Tigerbalmshark · 13/06/2026 22:59

godmum56 · 13/06/2026 19:47

its not COPD its being an idle sod.

Agree - a 42 year old with COPD should not be bedbound and needing “adaptations” to the house, unless he is literally end of life.

Sounds like he just doesn’t want to do any housework and prefers to lie in bed drinking and smoking, and this is a handy excuse for him.

Out of interest OP did the “partying” involve smoking crack, and is that why his lungs are so fucked up at such a young age? Vanishingly rare to have COPD under 50 from smoking alone.

TygerBread · 13/06/2026 23:02

I think people need to stop focusing on OP being 16 when she started the relationship. You are viewing this through the lens of today’s standards. 18 years ago, 16 year olds were often in full-time work within a week of leaving school, out getting served in pubs and nightclubs and leaving home. It was also legal to get married and go off to fight in the army. 16 year old mothers were given council flats. I don’t think at that time the majority of people would view a 16 year old as a ‘child’, that’s something more recent. I had a 25 year old boyfriend at 17 who I met in a nightclub (it only lasted a few weeks, in the late 1990s), and my parents didn’t bat an eyelid, neither did his mother and neither of us had to lie about our age to anyone.

OP isn’t expressing any issue with regard to how the relationship started, or any retrospective concerns etc. What she’s expressing is that she happily went into a being a wife/mother from a young age, and now wants to do other things as the children are growing more independent. Her husband appears to not be appreciating how much she has done over the last 18 years and is not supporting her having these aspirations.

OP I think you are panicking about the future of being his carer too much, COPD is slowly progressive and it clearly isn’t stopping him from going out and about at the moment, so he doesn’t need care yet. What you need to focus on is whether he is considerate and supports you, not on the actual split of the chores/possible future care. If he’s going to be complaining every day you are out at uni, he will likely then be complaining every day you are out at work once you graduate. I assume you may have taken on the bulk of the work at home because he was out working and that’s how you divided things?

What I think you need to do is have a serious conversation with him, which may actually need to be with a marriage guidance councillor…because you need to plan out between what life is going to look like over the next 5-10 years. The children are becoming independent, that is your catalyst for change. As long are you are being reasonable (that you aren’t expecting him to do everything at homes and you aren’t expecting to move the family away from the area they know and their friends) then there isn’t a reason for him to object you having some self-development and long-term goals…as it doesn’t adversely affect him…he should be doing his share at home anyway.

As for the COPD, it is reasonable for you to expect him to look after his own health (with your support and encouragement), not just for himself but for his children. It’s also reasonable to start working out which things are more difficult for him and dividing up tasks accordingly (so for example if walking and lifting are triggers you do the weekly shop and vacuuming, but then he does the the cooking and makes the packed lunches). It’s fair to give him the tasks that least trigger the condition, but it’s not right for him to opt out of everything…thats just him not wanting to be fair to you.

If he’s still going out with friends, or still going to work….then the COPD certainly isn’t going to physically prevent him from washing dishes or cooking.

Morrisons26 · 13/06/2026 23:06

Enough is enough OP. Leave him. He's taken you for an absolute ride. No wonder you're furious. Why should you stick around for someone who is just on an extended death wish while you pad his arrival there with your effort so his discomfort may be lessened somewhat while he goes out and drinks and smokes himself to death. That's hardly attractive is it? And it's also extremely selfish. His addictions take precedence over any wishes or dreams you had for yourself. He's pressing the self-destruct button and taking you down with him.

No fucking thanks. Literally.

He's just using you as a skivvy by the sounds of things. Let him find his own level, without you around to support him. Doesn't sound like he'll last a day.

As for people saying he needs help to stop smoking, how about he actually tries? Phones the NHS, downloads an app etc. Honestly, the poor blighter can't pick up the phone? It's not your responsibilty to get this man to want to live, nor give up your life for him.

Chamallo · 13/06/2026 23:09

He got a 16-year old pregnant at 24, manipulated her into moving across the country for him away from family and friends. Then despite having 2 disabled children, he went out partying so much that he managed to get COPD at 42. And at the age of 42 can’t even make dinner for his family because he’s “too tired” but he’s well endowed to sod off to the pub??

Seriously, leave him and live your life. If roles were reversed and you got ill, he wouldn’t think twice.

And if you do want a partner in future (though after that experience I can fully understand why you might prefer to stay single!) please know that there are good men out there and you don’t have to settle for a user/loser like this.

ThisDandyWriter · 13/06/2026 23:10

Icantbeacaregiveranymore · 13/06/2026 19:21

They offered him stop smoking service, he couldn’t even bothered to ring them upZ

He sounds like à lazy are which is very unappealing.

What would you you need to sure out aides fur him? Has he lost his ability to speak?

Iamstardust · 13/06/2026 23:21

TygerBread · Today 23:02
I think people need to stop focusing on OP being 16 when she started the relationship
I agree @TygerBread
And also with the rest of your post!

TeethAreImportant · 13/06/2026 23:29

Icantbeacaregiveranymore · 13/06/2026 18:55

He’s 42 and I am 34. I know COPD doesn’t need much care to begin with, but he already gets out of breath just doing the stairs. Asking him to do house hold chores just seems impossible as he drags his feet & lies around in bed alot saying he’s tired. It’s copd and a mix of f*cking his lungs up from partying to much.

Wow, 42 is so young to be diagnosed with COPD. My Dad smoked all his life and had various industrial jobs, diagnosed at 73. He could still do stuff around the house, even when he'd had it for years, but then he didn't want to be dependent on anybody. Some men would have their partners going the toilet for them if they could. Is yours one of those?

WearyAuldWumman · 13/06/2026 23:32

In the '70s and '80s it might not have been frowned upon for a 24 yr old to marry a 16 yr old...but in my very traditional working class area things had moved on by the time we entered the 21st Century.

I had a cousin who married when she was still a teenager in the '60s, but even then her parents were unhappy that she was marrying a chap in his 20s.

I do recall instances of teenagers becoming mothers while I was still in my final permanent teaching post, but their relationships were with boys their own age: young people definitely looked askance at men in their 20s going after teenage girls.

BauhausOfEliott · 13/06/2026 23:32

Icantbeacaregiveranymore · 13/06/2026 18:57

Right he is NOT a pedophile. I messed up trying not to make this outting, I met him at 16 it’s all above board. My parents would of bollocked me if I had met him before 16.

But you said you’d been together 20 years and you’re now 34?

PyongyangKipperbang · 13/06/2026 23:45

BauhausOfEliott · 13/06/2026 23:32

But you said you’d been together 20 years and you’re now 34?

What happened 20 years ago is not relevant. Nit picking is not helping.

He clearly is no prince, but what happened then isnt what the OP has asked for help with.

Error404FucksNotFound · 13/06/2026 23:52

BauhausOfEliott · 13/06/2026 23:32

But you said you’d been together 20 years and you’re now 34?

" . I messed up trying not to make this outting" the op said.
its quite common for posters to change small details to feel like they are more anonymous. Age, children's sex, etc

thedogmademessagain · 13/06/2026 23:52

WearyAuldWumman · 13/06/2026 23:32

In the '70s and '80s it might not have been frowned upon for a 24 yr old to marry a 16 yr old...but in my very traditional working class area things had moved on by the time we entered the 21st Century.

I had a cousin who married when she was still a teenager in the '60s, but even then her parents were unhappy that she was marrying a chap in his 20s.

I do recall instances of teenagers becoming mothers while I was still in my final permanent teaching post, but their relationships were with boys their own age: young people definitely looked askance at men in their 20s going after teenage girls.

I got married in the 90s at 18, to someone 6 years older than me. No-one had a problem with it. My DH didn't go looking for a teenager. It just happened. 35 years later, we're still going strong. It doesn't have to be a weird thing.

TeethAreImportant · 13/06/2026 23:54

WearyAuldWumman · 13/06/2026 23:32

In the '70s and '80s it might not have been frowned upon for a 24 yr old to marry a 16 yr old...but in my very traditional working class area things had moved on by the time we entered the 21st Century.

I had a cousin who married when she was still a teenager in the '60s, but even then her parents were unhappy that she was marrying a chap in his 20s.

I do recall instances of teenagers becoming mothers while I was still in my final permanent teaching post, but their relationships were with boys their own age: young people definitely looked askance at men in their 20s going after teenage girls.

Indeed. And 18 years ago was not the 60s, 70s, 80s or even the 90s, it was 2008. The tone is set early on in relationships, and the difference in age would have led to a power imbalance that persists, because it becomes the norm.

Dinah90 · 13/06/2026 23:57

It sounds like it's his behaviour you resent rather than the illness, so you aren't unreasonable to feel that way as his behaviour is his responsibility. You don't need to be his carer, you can carry on with work/study whatever you want to do, and let him handle himself. If he realises you aren't going to drop everything for him then it might motivate himself to look after himself better. Or alternately the way you are feeling could be a sign that the relationship isn't right for you. You're still so young you could leave and start a new life.

nam3c4ang3 · 14/06/2026 00:01

Look you don’t love him - you don’t even seem to like him - why are you not considering leaving him?

thedogmademessagain · 14/06/2026 00:01

TeethAreImportant · 13/06/2026 23:54

Indeed. And 18 years ago was not the 60s, 70s, 80s or even the 90s, it was 2008. The tone is set early on in relationships, and the difference in age would have led to a power imbalance that persists, because it becomes the norm.

Having got married in the 90s as a teen, to someone in their 20s, I agree with this. I don't think that doesn't mean it can't work, but someone should make the younger woman aware of this to make sure a more balanced tone is set early on, before any patterns get entrenched.

Trainup · 14/06/2026 00:17

Icantbeacaregiveranymore · 13/06/2026 19:31

But when is he be ready? On his deathbed? That’s how bleak it feels right now.

COPD isn’t reversible though.. he’s done serious damage and will eventually die from it. Might as well continue with smoking.. he’s willing to die from it

Wonderlandpeony · 14/06/2026 00:21

COPD isn't a death sentence. You can even have it and not know. He doesn't sound too bad if he's been able to go out most of the day and night.