And it was heartbreaking as he looked around Ryan's bedroom and saw everything he's never had. Not the material things, the emotional ones - love, comfort, protection, security, the knowledge that you can be as naughty as you like an you'll still be precious to your family. You don't have to be rich to offer these to your child.
Tommy's mother's life was so chaotic she couldn't offer these things to him. She was a drug addict - and that will have affected his foetal development, too, so maybe he was "born wrong", but her inability to love, protect and cherish him will have compounded any "missing bits". And her hideous death flipped a switch in him, too. She might have been useless as a mother, and I know he treated her like muck, but that doesn't mean that deep inside him he wasn't aching for the mother he should have had.
My heart ached for them both. So damaged - she took out her pain on herself, and he took out his on the world.
All this @Emotionalsupportviper
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Which means sw is a very clever and talented writer
That we changed how we viewed Tommy
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