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Will they ever accept me?

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niteandfog · 19/04/2018 23:02

My boyfriend and I got together via an affair (were not proud of it) but well what's done is done. His children know how we got together and the DS absolutely hates me his DD seems ok/ambivalent about the whole thing. I've told him at last his DS will never ever accept me and that we can kiss the "blended family" dream good bye... I just would to here any stories where the kids actually ended up accepting the ex AP as an actual step parent.

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swingofthings · 21/04/2018 10:24

OP you need to grow up and learn that wanting something to make you feel better doesn't mean others have to oblige. It doesn't work that way. Your OH and your life would be enhanced and close to perfect if his kids accepted you, wouldn't it? Yes, but they don't care about your happiness when you've already taken away from theirs to make yours better. Do you really think they care to force themselves to do something so that YOU (and OH) can be even happier?

The only thing that could possibly make things better is time and it is out of your control. In the meantime, you and your OH have to accept the consequence of the choices and live with the guilt.

privateporcupine · 21/04/2018 10:30

Why does your DD even know you have new boyfriend at this stage, never mind “inviting” him for dinner? Does your ex know you e done this? I’d be fucking livid. You want to involve your DD in this and have nice girly chats with her about how nice he is because you have no one else who supports you. It’s quite sick.

TawnyPort · 21/04/2018 10:40

I just think there must be a way to undo the damage or at least some of it

There isn't

mzcracker · 21/04/2018 10:41

LOL your daughters inviting him over for dinner? I thought she was 5?
What fuckery is this?
What a massive pile of steaming horse shit.

niteandfog · 21/04/2018 10:52

She met him one night by chance (he always visits after her bedtime) she didn't find it odd as we've always had people around after her bedtime. Then one day I teased her about a boy she likes and she told well.. TBF I'm sure that guy is your boyfriend! So I admitted to it. Then she asked if maybe he'd like to hang out sometime (she's always like to be around adults). Yesterday we were supposed to go out for an ice-cream with him but it was too late so, instead my DD would rather have him around for dinner as he wanted to get to know him. She's 7 btw.

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privateporcupine · 21/04/2018 10:59

There’s no reason for her to know he’s your boyfriend and be interacting with him like that. Dress up it up how it like, but as always you’re putting your wants before what is best for your daughter. You share her 50/50, it’s not like you hardly get any time that you can see him without her there.

mzcracker · 21/04/2018 11:13

You've only been with him 5 minutes and exposing your daughter to it. You don't even know the guy ..all you know about him is that he's a liar and a cheat really.
Each to their own but I'd be keeping my kids well away from that mess.

swingofthings · 21/04/2018 11:24

You are really showing your naivity. The reason why your DD is so accepting of your boyfriend is because she's probably grown up to parents who were not very loving towards each other, so not that bothered.

Unlike what you like to believe, your boyfriend did bring up his kids in a loving committed marriage, so it is a big shock for them. Of course you are choosing to believe every word he tells you, but most men who leave a distraught wife and angry children are men who showed no sign whatsoever that they were so unhappy in their marriage... because they were not half as unhappy then they pretend, it's just that when someone more fun comes along who thinks they are God and treat them like so, it's hard not to be tempted to give up the comfort of normality for excitement... until the excitement dies off and he gets stuck into another lot of normality...

Abouttoblow · 21/04/2018 11:25

This just gets more ridiculous.

I don't believe for one minute a 7 year old
a) said she could see why you liked him and
b) invited him round for dinner as she wanted to get to know him

All while she's dealing with her parents getting divorced??

Nope!

Bitsandbobsalot · 21/04/2018 11:28

Reading your updates is like watching car crash tv. You really don’t care who you hurt as long as you’ve got your man. This man who cheated on his wife is no prize !!! He’s not a good man to treat his wife and kids like he has and you want “heal there souls” Confused after 8 weeks and on top of that your 7 year old dd has already been introduced to him. I’m lost for words with your attitude and selfishness. Stop for a minute and THINK OF ALL THE KIDS and put them FIRST.

theredjellybean · 21/04/2018 11:33

i have not read all the thread.

My DP and i had an affair, but ended it and a few yrs later ended our marriages separately and then re-connected so its not exactly the same.

However my eldest dsd knew about the affair, she was party to much of the fallout at home when his now ex wife found out, and was used very much as a pawn by her mother. ( her description not mine)

My eldest dsd never truely believes that we ended the affair, and was slightly tricky about us being together however she slowly has come round, and now we have a good relationship.

my dsd2 has always been ok with dad having first a GF and now a partner.

BUT OP....we took it soooo slowly, we split from our spouses, we had our own homes, we dated discretely for over a yr before we told children we had even 'met' someone, and we then did some very careful introductions.
tthe biggest moment was when we took all four girls on holiday ..that was the first 'blended family ' moment, and we only did a week and then we both had a week on our own with our daughters so they had space and time to discuss/talk process how they felt about us each now having a 'significant other'.

it was 3 years before we moved in together, and by then my dd1 and dsd1 were at uni, and dd2 and dsd well into gcses...so older and perhaps cus they had their own lives to a degree less bothered by us.

In fact dsd2 once said she was so glad i was in her dad's life as it stopped him focusing too much on what she was getting up to !

it took time, patience, and both of us never badmouthed our previous spouses, we tried to be honest but we also did not really want to discuss our previous affair with them. My dsd1 did say she now realises that the original affair was not what caused her parents to splitt and that they are both so much happier apart, but she also recognises now that has taken her over 5 yrs to understand.

LemonysSnicket · 21/04/2018 11:47

I was 14, sister was 16. SM stole our father from our mum. We get along but we will never ever forgive her for ruining our family, causing untold pain to our mum and starting a series of events which has led to serious self esteem issues in us both. You have no concept of what you have done.

You’re disgusting. Why was your ‘love’ more important than those children? Selfish.

LemonysSnicket · 21/04/2018 11:48

Oh and my Dad has been with SM for ten years. No it will not go away. Enjoy your just desserts.

LineyHasntLeftTheBuilding · 21/04/2018 11:57

Pants on fire

theredjellybean · 21/04/2018 12:07

Lemony...can i ask you politely and not trying to start an argument..how is someone able to 'steal' someone else.
as a child i can see why you might think that but now as an adult do you still believe that your SM had some ability to 'steal' you dad ?

humans do not 'own' other humans ...therefore are not possessions that can be stolen.

Say your father had stayed married to your mother and you grew up and met someone, and moved out of home and in with this person, does your dad have the right to say ' that person stole my dd from me '?

Smeddum · 21/04/2018 12:11

I don't blame her but I don't think there was any need to drag the children into this

But you saw fit, along with your shiny new man, to blow their world apart?

I’ve read all of this thread and I don’t think I can stomach your other ones to be honest. The minimising of yours and his utterly selfish, damaging, hurtful and frankly unbelievably unfair actions is sickening to read.

You can come up with every euphemism under the sun, minimise it, cast blame on her for her understandable reaction (because you have done all through the thread). It doesn’t change the fact that you and he prioritised a fuck over being decent human beings.

I couldn’t give a shiny shite how much in love and happy you both are, you blew people’s worlds apart to make that happen. It’s disgusting.

MsGameandWatching · 21/04/2018 12:16

He said they'll be his children and for the same reason, they'll always be there. But I could easily go away and he doesn't want to miss the chance of trying things out with someone who can genuinely make him happy.

Dear me. What a staggeringly selfish prick.

Smeddum · 21/04/2018 12:18

He said they'll be his children and for the same reason, they'll always be there. But I could easily go away and he doesn't want to miss the chance of trying things out with someone who can genuinely make him happy.

His kids are better off without him.

privateporcupine · 21/04/2018 12:20

Smeddum if he did actually say that, he’s a vile specimen and deserves everything he gets and more.

Smeddum · 21/04/2018 12:22

@privateporcupine absolutely agree. I could never respect or love a man who didn’t love his children more than anyone else in his life.

niteandfog · 21/04/2018 12:26

Divorces are subjective my sister didn't take it well at all she still thought our parents loved each other whereas I was extremely happy my dad had left. I was 11 and she was 15. I randomly met an old friend of his and she really didn't know who I was but heard he had separated, her words were " I'm so glad you finally got out of that mess". He agrees that he never really complained and he only kept digging a deeper hole. I never treated him like a god btw... But saw him as kindred spirit who would have been my best friend if he'd been a lady.

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Smeddum · 21/04/2018 12:31

Well of course they’re subjective, what a ridiculous comment.

If you’re the one who leaves you’re obviously going to be ok with it. If you’re the one who is cheated on and then has the OW rubbed in your face and around your children, it’s a whole different matter.

Keep away from this woman and her children, tell him to go and repair the damage you’ve both done to his children and only then think about your own (both) selfish needs.

mzcracker · 21/04/2018 12:47

Jesus Christ ..you both deserve eachother.

niteandfog · 21/04/2018 15:40

Well my mom is if a very similar philosophy kids grow up and leave the nest and then you're left with nothing. Mostly this advice has been regarding my career and how I should give up custody of my DD and move to London. This comes from a person who in theory gave up a lot for my sister and I... But instead all I got was a mom filled with bitterness and resentment. Coincidentally both my sister and I live across an ocean and she was left on her own with the dogs ...

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Smeddum · 21/04/2018 15:45

Well that’s lovely OP, a really heartwarming tale. I hope he is your knight in shining armour and not a twat in tin foil because if he’s not I see a very, very lonely future for both of you.

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