So fed up how?
Why are you still reaching for the wine?
You dont need to answer here, just questions to ask yourself
Im being honest here. Not only am I an active alkie so use all syns for drink, Im also ND and whilst Im not OCD, those tendencies creep in, in times of stress.
I cant talk a great diet, I know what to eat and I will encourage others if asked, Yet I struggle
I can eat a great Diet, I know so much about nutrition and a balanced diet, Im not stupid - when life is rolling along smoothly, I do it all - even adding fermented foods
Right now Im dealing with a 12 week wait for a breast lump diagnosis , and daughter ( step ) is in hospital with sepsis and now liver is the worry. So Im stressed, Im working, rushing pillar to post, and meal times are not happening and Im reaching for the biscuits. And because I reach for them. I eat nothing else for the day . Because my head is telling me - biscuits - I gained - so I cant eat biscuits and eat proper food, the biscuits are in me already, so I go without the good food
Before I would just do the biscuits and bread with impunity. However with my totally ND brain and having set the target of never gaining again, Im struggling during high stress times
Right now my eating is a mess and my need not to put on is stronger then ever ( that's the ND, when the going gets tough, the rules get tighter )
Yet I do know what's happening and I do know it can change tomorrow
So do look as what's happening for you, what's stopping you and address it
Just to edit, all the recipes, food ideas etc, that I offer up on here , are things I actually do, fine helpful and tasty and are my usual way of life. Its just when the stress is just so high I struggle juggling everything and its usually the meal plan that goes