Thanks everyone. I'm just so bloody frustrated that me sticking to the plan 100% isn't producing the weight loss. Nothing I do seems to help, and I'm certainly not doing SP days until I get to goal as I don't want to give up carbs forever, it's not sustainable long term.
My consultant just says stick to plan. Not helpful. I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm measuring my A and B choice, having almost 50% speed, reduced portion sizes, only having a max of 10 syns a day, snacking on speed rather than free foods, doing body magic every day, even if it's just walking the dogs or the 2 miles home from school.
I have 14lb to target. If I could lose even 1 lb a week, that would be fine, but I can't keep up the pretence that losing half a pound a week or saying the same is making me happy. It's not better than a gain, as people keep saying, as I've not cheated, if stuck to it. It makes me want to weep when people have lost three and a half lbs even bough they've been out at the weekend and filled their face with a pizza and cake.
I hate my body, hate the way my hormones play tricks on me. Haha, we will allow you lose weight steadily. And just when you're within your goal, we will fuck with your mind and screw you, we are sticking to every ounce we can. I'm just praying that after my op next week, it sorts some of this shit out.