I know what you're feeling butt - my younger brother was diagnosed early with dyslexia, but the support he received was amazing (plus fantastic resources in college and university, he was getting laptops, extra exam time, extra coursework time, printers and a graphics thingy that cost about £700!) and actually it was brilliant for him to get diagnosed and stop struggling internally with thinking he was 'rubbish'
He's a pharmaceutical scientist something now- earns circa 70,000 pa and has just developed a new drug to help cancer patients. Can't spell his name right still though 
On the food front- I did well today. Yesterday I had the bottle of rose weighing in at 26 syns, but then only half a chicken fried rice, some BBQ sauce and two chicken balls- and 5 prawn crackers. Counted 8 for the chicken balls and sauce and 4 for the rice bringing me up to 38 for the day- need to claw that back over this weekend and monday!
Another test in town today- kids cinema, macdonalds and shopping!
B- banana
S- cherry tomatoes
L- two wholemeal bread, chicken breast and mixed leaves.... small macdonalds fries
8 syns
S- babybel Light, two satsumas and tea
D- marinated chicken (Nando's - 2syns) with couscous (1 syn) chickpeas and peppers!
Finishing hopefully on 11 syns