Well yet again my fucking assessment was cancelled last night. They called us all between 10.30 and 11.30 saying that it was definitely on, they'd worked out the problem that was meaning the college couldn't run the required software, we all get there for 6 pm (which meant me getting home, bolting down a bowl of leftover meatballs and sauce from Saturday night, then just as the cats got comfy on me, leaving) and then the software wasn't working. We are hoping it will be on Thursday FFS, they couldn't organise a piss-up in a brewery at times
Yesterday's food:
Breakfast: Breakfast muffins
Lunch: Ham salad, apple, pear, satsumas
Pre "assessment" snack: Meatballs in tomato sauce (leftover from Saturday night)
Dinner: Cajun chicken breast, rice, salad
Syns; Bag of Pufts
HEA: Milk
HEB: Hifi bars
Having an SP day today:
Breakfast: Breakfast muffins
Lunch: Ham salad, apple, pear, satsumas
Dinner: Salmon fillet, portobello mushroom, some other vegetable (depends what's in the fridge, really, and I can't be arsed to look right now!)
HEA: Milk
HEB: Hifi bars
I also get really disheartened with my slow loss Emily - I average about 0.75 lb a week (usually a lb a week, taking into account the weeks where it's a maintain) BUT I have only gained on two occasions since Christmas (the week after my birthday and the week I celebrated my birthday) and only 1/2 lb each time, which was off the following week. I am 2 stone 8 lbs lighter than I was in June last year; if I hadn't been doing this I would definitely be heavier. I am on medication that causes an average of 40lbs gain in the first six months (I've been on it 8 months and lost 28 lbs in that time, so I'm 68lbs ahead of the game) so hopefully when (if?) I come off this in the next couple of months, things may speed up. I have gone from bursting out of a size 18 bottom to comfortably in a 14. I own two pairs of skinny jeans, FFS
which I never thought I'd do.
When I did SW last time (lost 5 stone, but stopped when I got to the point I am now...in fact, if I lose more than another lb, I will be at my lightest for at least 6 years) I worked out that if you lost 1 lb a week, every week, you'd be 3 stone 10 lbs lighter after a year. I'm keeping that in mind....every lb off is a lb off, and it's a lb nearer my target (which is still a moveable feast, I know I've got another couple of stones to go but don't want to say where I want to be yet!)