I truly felt a bit guilty that we couldn't give our child a proper holiday this year or much opportunity for entertainment. I kept telling him that if he worked hard this year, he wouldn’t need to worry about anything for the next seven years — which, looking back, was quite unrealistic. However, I’m genuinely proud that he put in all his effort and did his very best.
There were moments when he expressed frustration about not being allowed to play games or take breaks, especially after the mock exams and tests at home. Although his predictions were mostly accurate, during the real exam, his answers were different from what I expected. I realized afterward that he was completely blank during the exam. It wasn’t an easy test, but thankfully, it wasn’t overly difficult either, which was a relief.
Lately, I’ve stopped pressing him with questions and I’m trying my best to not let my anxiety show. I want him to enjoy this time, and I keep reminding him that no matter the results — pass or fail — what matters most is that he gave his best. Deep down, I know he understands my thoughts and feelings. At the end of the day, everything we do is for his bright future.😍