I so want to go back to normal. Proper normal, where I can just turn up somewhere without having booked a timed slot, without having to struggle with masks and hand sanitiser. Where I don't have to leave any details for test, protect and survive. Where I can browse in a shop and touch things, and even try things on without getting glared at by shop staff as if I'm trying to kill them. Where I can do things in groups of more than 50 (weddings, parties, church services, choir, concerts) and ideally sing and touch other people (where appropriate, obvs!).
The "normal" last summer was horrible really. I know it was much better than now, but it was still grim. I hate being herded around and made to feel I should be grateful for being let into somewhere in the first place and can I please get out as quickly as possible without infecting anyone by my filthy presence.
I don't think my normal will happen this year, though. And possibly not next
I assume shops and public places will want to encourage people back gently by showing how cautious they are being, and insisting on masks and distancing and so on even when it's not obligatory. I'm OK with a bit of a slow return, as I know many people are more anxious than I am, but if it becomes permanent I just think I'll not go out as much as I used to. Which makes me feel a bit tearful, frankly.