Hi Mumfun, so sorry to hear you've been having a bad week. I guess it's only to be expected with all you've had to deal with recently. Hope your getting some rl support. This too shall pass, try to do something nice for yourself. Can we have a few hints re famous/well known person & play guessing games??
Getting, thanks you for your lovely words, you are so kind . I'm not certain but I think xh may have been using coc*ine which made him become violent & pushed him over edge. He certainly would have had anger issues in the past but I think he valued the marriage too much to ever lash out & had gone to psychotherapy to deal with these. I guess when the marriage was gone he'd nothing to loose. In hindsight I actually think his MH issues were worse than I'd ever suspected at one point he was diagnosed with bipolar but later said it had been a misdiagnosis. He regularly felt v sucicidal & I guess the whole thing is just a tragedy really, as if he'd continued getting help things would have ended up v different.
Glad you're feeling chirpy today. I guess just take it slowly with date man & see how it goes .
Armbow, that it terrible of your h with the trauma of breakup to try to burden you to work full time with such young dc's .
Beebers, dear god you x sounds like mine . I'd all that type of stuff to deal with & it actually can make you question your sanity . Rant as much as you can to get it out of your system & try to detatch. Have you rl friends to support you atm?? That is horrible what he did to dd , poor poor girl, my eldest dd has had that stuff too, so so sad.
Patience, that poem is really lovely . Thank you so much for your kind words of support. I am indeed going to do my best to be able to continue at college next year. . I hope all is going well for you with your h .