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Original poster

To want to f&£k this man?!

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 22:45

So I know it's a marriage problem. My DH is into kinky shit I just don't want in my life anymore. He's not pressuring me into anything cos well the kink is he likes to be dominated and then he also likes other stuff I don't want to go into it. The bottom line is I'm 43 and not had sex since August.

My friend's DH is being a bit flirty with me and the other day he came to pick something up from our house, DH was here they were chatting and then for a reason I won't say on here he asked for my number (to share a contact) and he asked for my number and put his head down like he knew he was crossing a line. I don't flirt with him. I actually act very loved up in front of him to my DH. But deep down I fancy the pants off this guy. He's married of course I'm married and it's dangerous territory I'm not going to enter. But I know I can sense he wants me too. I'm just putting this here to stop myself being a stupid idiot.

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:28

musicalfrog · 05/01/2025 23:23

Why is giving your number to your friends dh crossing a line?

Seriously underwhelming sexual tension right there.

Don't we all have numbers of our friends dhs in our phones? I know I do....

Oh I don't! As kids are teens they communicate themselves really and I guess as mum's we just check in re lifts. He always wants to hang around and chat.

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:28

@Devilcat if I say to him he's not meeting my needs he'll say to me don't worry not today but then let's try in a couple of days. Then it doesn't happen.

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blackandwhitefur · 05/01/2025 23:30

while I would never promote cheating i think we are missing the biggest issue here. So previously, DH made you do sexual activity that he knew you didn't like and he pressured you? Call me old fashioned but if my DH suggested any of those things I wouldn't want him in the house. Rather than people worrying about the effect cheating would have on your family, I seriously worry about what type of man DH is.

DreamTheMoors · 05/01/2025 23:30

ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:00

@Eldermillenialyogi I know I know. I'm being an idiot.

Beautifully said.

I mean, beyond all the other gross stuff you’ve managed to put out here.

Theextraordinaryisintheordinary · 05/01/2025 23:30

You risk losing the respect of your children and everyone around you. That would feel way worse than having to bum your husband for eternity I’m sure. You need some proper emotional intimacy and you’re not getting it from your husband so naturally you’re looking elsewhere. To seek it with this man would be something you would deeply regret.

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:32

DH did not pressure me. I went along with stuff.

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Gggglinda · 05/01/2025 23:33

Punishing yourself by not masturbating 😂😂😂 ffs are people really responding to this troll? How gullible can you be.

Butterfly292828 · 05/01/2025 23:34

Your friends husband? Some friend you are if you go anywhere near him!

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:34

Once I said I didn't want the strap on anymore he threw it out. We've also not done the golden shower for a long time.

I'm just giving examples. Mainly it's me just controlling him in bed, like talking dirty. Eg saying to him things like oh we're being watched, or saying imagine someone has just fucked me and now you are. I mean it makes him hornier and harder so I get physically fucked.

What a bloody empty sec life I've had

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Gone12 · 05/01/2025 23:35

ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:10

@Booooooooooo I have been punishing myself by not mastuebating thinking it's all my fault

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:35

Gggglinda · 05/01/2025 23:33

Punishing yourself by not masturbating 😂😂😂 ffs are people really responding to this troll? How gullible can you be.

I'm not a troll I promise this is my life. I really have been on MN a long time. I did cancel my account and come back on.

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:35

I thought if I did not masturbate then I could stop my sex drive.

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blackandwhitefur · 05/01/2025 23:36

ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:32

DH did not pressure me. I went along with stuff.

Ok fine but men sense when a woman isn't into it. He knew for sure you were probably just doing it to please him and now you want to be pleased he doesn't want to?

MeTooOverHere · 05/01/2025 23:36

ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 22:55

@Whatifitallgoesright what are the transwidow threads his kinks in the past have been:

Lots of butt (strap on) - I had to get stop this I couldn't cope

  • fantasy of cuckcolding
  • erm just being dominated and humiliated by me basically
  • golden showers

This isn't a joke btw this is real. Generally though it's vanilla domination so me just saying he's my slave and telling him what to do to me.

I'd say we've never made love as such. I can't be vulnerable, I don't feel desired.

Get thee to a counsellor and figure out your marriage first. If it were me, I'd bail out. Sounds like you two are not at all compatible. You're trapped with someone who doesn't respect you, and this leaves you lonely and hence vulnerable to anyone who might be predatory. Does this male friend and his wife share your DH's kinks? Because you might go from the frying pan into the fire.

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:36

Theextraordinaryisintheordinary · 05/01/2025 23:30

You risk losing the respect of your children and everyone around you. That would feel way worse than having to bum your husband for eternity I’m sure. You need some proper emotional intimacy and you’re not getting it from your husband so naturally you’re looking elsewhere. To seek it with this man would be something you would deeply regret.

I know thank you I didn't think of my kids in all this.

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Gone12 · 05/01/2025 23:37

ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:35

I thought if I did not masturbate then I could stop my sex drive.

Good grief @ifeelsobad Grin

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:37

@MeTooOverHere I know nothing about their sex life or kinks.

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Imbusytodaysorry · 05/01/2025 23:37

ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 22:55

@Whatifitallgoesright what are the transwidow threads his kinks in the past have been:

Lots of butt (strap on) - I had to get stop this I couldn't cope

  • fantasy of cuckcolding
  • erm just being dominated and humiliated by me basically
  • golden showers

This isn't a joke btw this is real. Generally though it's vanilla domination so me just saying he's my slave and telling him what to do to me.

I'd say we've never made love as such. I can't be vulnerable, I don't feel desired.

Has he set this man up to try it on with you ???

PlumHedgehog01 · 05/01/2025 23:38

ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:35

I thought if I did not masturbate then I could stop my sex drive.

some it helps, others it makes it worse

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:38

@Imbusytodaysorry no not at all. We are friends (as families) we've known each other since the kids started secondary school about 3 years ago.

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ifeelsobad · 05/01/2025 23:39

I ask DH does he have a sex and drive and does he masturbate he simply said he has a sex drive.

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BanditoShipman · 05/01/2025 23:39

Fuck his dad?

Livelovebehappy · 05/01/2025 23:40

I think you’re a troll, but……I would say that your friend’s DH is probably reading the signal you’re clearly giving off to him. I don’t think you act loved up with your DH at all, but are probably offering it up to this guy on a plate. He sees the chance for no strings attached sex. He’ll just use you, maybe a couple of times, then blank you. Just split with your dh, and go looking for someone single and available.

9999problems · 05/01/2025 23:41

It's always a Sunday night, isn't it?

PlumHedgehog01 · 05/01/2025 23:41

@ifeelsobad if this gets pulled then all the best