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My husband has left me I'm devastated

501 replies

Lemonsandlemonade · 21/11/2024 00:47

My husband of ten years and in a relationship with for 20 years has decided tonight that he is no longer in love with me and wants to leave me.

All he can say is that he no longer wants to be with me but loves me. He swears and I believe that there is nobody else.

I have no idea of next steps. We have a mortgage.

we have a beautiful three year old together and now I have to tell him that daddy and mummy no longer are together.

my world is broken.

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Honestlyhon · 21/11/2024 03:17

OP there are many women on here who will support you. I am one of them.

BettyBardMacDonald · 21/11/2024 03:29

Please don't dump adult drama onto the toddler. It's really unfair. Get some advice about easing the situation for the child.

givemesteel · 21/11/2024 03:43

Agree with pp, sorry OP there is 99.9% another woman. The same thing happened to me a few years ago. Mine managed to conduct an affair during lock down so anything is possible.

You need to go in to detective mode and find out. Go through his emails, phone if you can. I'm sorry but I think you'll find her.

The only thing I'll say OP is you will be ok. I had very dark thoughts at the time and the divorce neatly broke me in every way. But you do get through it in the end.

Sending you strength x

Shoppedatwoolworths · 21/11/2024 03:51

Sending you love.

Men seldom leave a relationship without there being another person lined up. Even when they swear blind there’s nobody else and it doesn’t seem possible. I don’t know your DH, but I’d put this month’s paycheque on there being another woman/man in the background.

Read the script, so you’re prepared.
Look after yourself and your little one.

MayaPinion · 21/11/2024 03:59

I am sorry this has happened to you. There’s another woman - or perhaps another man. The latter happened to me. Google The Script for an inkling of what’s to come. Reach out to the community here and in real life for support.

Candy24 · 21/11/2024 04:01

Lemonsandlemonade · 21/11/2024 01:26

Honestly there isn't another woman I'm pretty sure of that. I'm not naïve but I know him. I know when he is not truthful.

Thanks for the info re Samaritans. I have thought about ringing.

I hate myself because I want the best for my son and I don't want him adversely affected.

Edited

My friends husband said there wasnt but truth was someone turned his head. Men don't tend to leave unless they have someone else to go to. So sorry.

ZekeZeke · 21/11/2024 04:08

OP I'm sorry you are going through this.
You are in shock at the moment.
However, I mean this kindly, there is ALWAYS another woman. Men don't just leave.

Get your ducks in a row. Make an appointment with a solicitor
He is not your friend, he isn't trustworthy. You cannot and I stress cannot trust him to do what's best for you and your son. Don't do the pick me dance, he has made up his mind, he has been planning this whereas it's been dumped on your lap.
Read The Script.

ZekeZeke · 21/11/2024 04:12

We have a beautiful three year old together and now I have to tell him that daddy and mummy no longer are together

To add, no you don't, a 3 year old doesn't need to know what's going on.

BettyBardMacDonald · 21/11/2024 04:28

ZekeZeke · 21/11/2024 04:12

We have a beautiful three year old together and now I have to tell him that daddy and mummy no longer are together

To add, no you don't, a 3 year old doesn't need to know what's going on.

Exactly. Please get a grip on any impulse to talk to your toddler about your marital woes.

KidSafetyFirst · 21/11/2024 04:29

Lemonsandlemonade · 21/11/2024 01:10

Not really DM but she is snowed in on her own and is struggling at present. I can't unburden this on her.

I have work in 5 hours.

I hate myself at moment.

Hello @Lemonsandlemonade

I have just got off the phone from the mental health crisis team who were absolutely amazing. They are a bit like the Samaritans but NHS. A week and a half ago my husband left. We have a 10yo with additional needs.

He wouldn't say he left but that is the effect of his decision to tell me he was going to visit friends and family when all along his plan was relapsing on alcohol. I can't allow him to return to the family home, essentially he has abandoned us because something else was more important to him.

I initially reacted by feeling practically suicidal which was a big shock and a loud alarm bell. When I reached out for help my GP put me in touch with the helpline I mentioned.

I really urge you to contact your GP as soon as possible. Whatever is going in in your husband's head it's your job to be the best mum you can be and protect your child's wellbeing.

You can't make your husband do or not do anything. I cycle between feeling devastated, betrayed, angry, despairing, grief stricken etc etc etc. None of this is my fault and I'm pretty sure none of your situation is your fault. We still have to deal with the crappy consequences though.

Listen to the wise posters here, try to keep an open mind. I'm getting help from MN threads especially posters who are kindly telling me things it's not easy to hear.

Whatever comes out of the woodwork tomorrow, just for today reach out for help and look after yourself as best you can. Put your child first and think about what is right for them whenever your resolve wavers.

Good luck 🪷

KidSafetyFirst · 21/11/2024 04:30

ZekeZeke · 21/11/2024 04:08

OP I'm sorry you are going through this.
You are in shock at the moment.
However, I mean this kindly, there is ALWAYS another woman. Men don't just leave.

Get your ducks in a row. Make an appointment with a solicitor
He is not your friend, he isn't trustworthy. You cannot and I stress cannot trust him to do what's best for you and your son. Don't do the pick me dance, he has made up his mind, he has been planning this whereas it's been dumped on your lap.
Read The Script.

Yes

Makelikeatreeandleaf · 21/11/2024 04:31

I've been there too, it's beyond awful and you think you will never recover. You absolutely will.
Phone in sick tomorrow. Do not tell your son anything - he's very little, he won't understand and he doesn't need any information at all yet. As As many have said - we never think there's another woman. Maybe there isn't. But there are legions of us on here who have had the exact same scenario, so we don't say this to put the boot in, it's so you can brace yourself (or in my case turn bloodhound and get digging).
Do not trust anything he says, he is not your friend anymore.

oakleaffy · 21/11/2024 04:34

@Lemonsandlemonade Almost certainly there will be another woman.
I don't know of a single case where a man has left his marriage and a home unless there is indeed another woman.

My husband swore there was no one else, then went chalk white when shown the evidence.

Cherchez la femme.

So sorry @Lemonsandlemonade .

Copperoliverbear · 21/11/2024 04:37

Do not hate yourself, you have done nothing wrong and do not say anything to your son he is too young, just let things unfold.
Your husband may stay living there so a while but you just not be together.
Also you are stronger then you think, you've got this and remember everything happens for a reason, life has a better path for you.

oakleaffy · 21/11/2024 04:37

Men are like frogs.

They hop from lily pad to lily pad.

They don't jump from a lily pad into water, that's too uncomfortable for the poor dears - they have to have their needs met, some other woman to fuss over them and empathise, and to be an exiting new sexual partner.

And young children are a real time for a marriage to founder.

It's very common, and the real people who get hurt are the young children.

Gonk123 · 21/11/2024 04:38

once you have gotten over the shock you won’t want him back. Just take your time and take each day as it comes.
where did he say he was going to go and when? Or he just said he is done? How did he start this conversation?
men never leave….unless there is someone else…

oakleaffy · 21/11/2024 04:42

Copperoliverbear · 21/11/2024 04:37

Do not hate yourself, you have done nothing wrong and do not say anything to your son he is too young, just let things unfold.
Your husband may stay living there so a while but you just not be together.
Also you are stronger then you think, you've got this and remember everything happens for a reason, life has a better path for you.

No, it's not always for the better that horrible things happen.

Things happen 'not for a reason', but because nasty things happen all the time- faithless marriages are common, and arbitrary things happen that don't always have a pat happy ending.

Edingril · 21/11/2024 04:47

So there are no men unhappy in a relationship just because they are unhappy, sure women can be and at the first sign of unhappiness the women are told to leave

But men are never just unhappy and want to leave it is always because of another woman?

This logically makes no sense and no idea how it actually helps the op by saying 'no he was perfectly happy with you but now there is another woman we have made up he is leaving there isno other reason just another woman'

Cartwrightandson · 21/11/2024 04:52

Sorry to say this, but he'll slowly start drip feeding, rewriting history ect it's called the script...and there will be another woman

wheelywheelynice · 21/11/2024 04:52

They never leave to be on their own.

Garlicpest · 21/11/2024 05:05

@Edingril, this is a post by someone called Reconn on the thread I linked just now:
<quote>

It's a great read and humiliatingly precise. I've done much of this some years back and am thoroughly ashamed. Having spoken to some other men I was surprised that they had felt and behaved in a similar fashion. What surprised me most at the time was how common it was. How cliched, as some here have said.

While not being an apologist for this - how could any person in their right mind be? - I think a lot of it can be explained by the lack of communication that is trained into men when they are masculinised in youth. Never speak of your emotions, feelings etc. Bottle it up. PE teachers yelling at you not to be 'such a woman'. Even now, one of my sons tells me that his PE teacher tells them not to be 'whining bitches'.

The longer this goes on the longer men bottle the poison up and get used to the dishonesty of being an idealised masculine type. It's no excuse, but it's the kind of behaviour we are trained into and then self-regulate. I learned all this too late and I am trying hard to ensure that my sons don't follow in my footsteps.

I guess for the female side of this the best advice is simple. Don't put up with it, not a bit, right from the outset. Break away from the idealised feminine that so many women are indoctrinated into then self regulate which provides the flip side to the masculine narrative. This is a vicious cycle of co-dependency that we must all break down.

</unquote>

He made a good point, I think. Men are habitually trained so hard in the doctrine of emotional muteness that their ability to know their own feelings, let alone reveal and discuss them with honesty, is hopelessly impaired. To be emotionally open is to be vulnerable. Few men - almost none over the age of about 30 - can tolerate a sense of vulnerability.

This means they literally don't understand that they're uncomfortable with certain aspects of their marriage, and have no clue at all about negotiating within the relationship. Vanishingly few leave just because it isn't working for them (unless they're actually being abused, perhaps). They don't realise it isn't working for them until a shiny new partner comes along.

Then, of course, they're a bit startled by what they're doing. They can, however, justify it - to themselves and anyone who'll listen - by recalling that earlier discomfort and recasting it as a long episode of heroic suffering at the hands of a dreadful wife.

This recasting takes such a predictable form that it's globally recognised by hundreds of betrayed spouses every day.

Aberentian · 21/11/2024 05:09

BettyBardMacDonald · 21/11/2024 03:29

Please don't dump adult drama onto the toddler. It's really unfair. Get some advice about easing the situation for the child.

What's she dumping? That's not a very supportive way of phrasing your point is it. I don't think OP needs you calling her parenting into question rn.

Pinkpurpletulips · 21/11/2024 05:09

I remember this woman on mumsnet who was convinced her spouse could not be cheating because they worked together from home and he never went anywhere. She overlooked the dog walking which was when he was cheating. She said it explained why the dog was looking surprisingly fat for a dog theoretically being walked for miles every afternoon.

I personally know a man who used to leave the house in running gear. He'd return an hour or two later quite worn out. He was having it off with a neighbour a few streets away. His wife was pregnant. How do I know this? Because he bragged to "mates" he was drinking with who were totally disgusted with his behaviour. When he told me that his stressful job cost him his marriage, I found it hard to keep a straight face and get my eyebrows down from my hairline. He has a new wife now who seems very nice and I just wonder if she knows what sort of scum she's taken on.

Garlicpest · 21/11/2024 05:15

Ha, my first husband did the morning 'run'! It was mystifying that he didn't lose weight or look more toned with so much daily exercise 🤔 And I was pregnant! Sadly, this by no means suggests we're describing the same bloke; it's a more common story than it should be.

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