I really think I'm better off on my own, focusing on myself, pursuing my own interests, there's loads I still want to do career wise and personal growth wise.
A shit relationship would be a distraction and waste of time.
Ive lived over half my precious life already.
The most important relationship is the one we have with ourselves?
I have to live with me.
On my journey, I realised, whenever a man would devalue me/abandon me, I would abandon myself.
I've stopped doing that.
Learned that lesson.
I'm not so much interested in knowing someone else as much as knowing me.
Being there for me.
Sticking with me, whatever happens.
Being faithful to me.
True to me.
I made a commitment to myself.
I've looked at attachment disorders, love addiction and codependency, meditation, self enquiry.
I want to be in a place where what others think, say, or do does not disturb me.
We don't need to look under stones to find our issues. We know what they are. There are loads of resources out there if you want to do the work.