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I want it. He's not ready. What happens now?

162 replies

JhG1891 · 31/07/2020 21:59

Me and my partner have been together for 4 years, we've always had such a great relationship and most days feel like we're still loved up and in the honeymoon stage still.. but we're not and it's been four years. The thing is I'm nearing 30 and really want to start having children and making a family and he tells me that's what he wants too, problem is he says he doesn't want it yet (he gets anxious and I think he's scared that everything will change and he wants us to be as prepared as we can) but for me I've waited a long time and I'm getting older.. my ticking clock is getting louder. I don't want us to throw away what we have but I'm getting impatient and I don't want to wake up one day and realise 4 more years has passed and I may have missed my chance. We've talked about this at length many times recently but it never changes. I want it now. He's not ready yet.

OP posts:
Anotherlovelybitofsquirrel · 01/08/2020 12:52

When they say they're not ready for marriage and babies, they mean with you. These men always seem to find themselves quickly married to someone else

....and they get the new woman pregnant very quickly too!!

THIS!!! OP please read that over and over and over again! I can think of at least three women this has happened to. If he's not ready after 4 years , he's not ready with YOU!
Any talk of even getting married at all?!

You deserve better and I promise you , if you keep hanging on hoping he'll be ready, you will regret it.

Graphista · 01/08/2020 12:52

We have discussed marriage and it isn't really for us (we are not bothered by all the fuss it brings and being the centre of attention)

Yep - beginning to think you're not especially mature yourself.

You're talking about having dc without the protections that marriage gives women and children.

Are you financially secure enough you can support yourself and a child regardless of what happens with you and him? And I don't just mean separation but in the event he becomes incapacitated or dies?

The fact is here in the Uk marriage is still the best way for women who are the ones most disadvantaged by child bearing and rearing, to be protected financially and legally in the event of such changes in circumstances.

You don't need to have a big fancy showy wedding, you can nip down the registry office in jeans and grab 2 strangers off the street as witnesses if you want, no muss no fuss.

I think people who dismiss it as old-fashioned are missing the point at their peril.

Totally agree

So so many threads on here women who lived with and had dc with men, sacrificed their career progression and financial security to have and raise the dc and support the men in their careers...then when they split realise they're screwed and can barely get th men to pay cm

Or (agree more rarely) women who's partners became critically ill/disabled or died and the family are now in dire straits due to it being much more difficult to get financial support for the family as the parents weren't legally married.

@TeddyBeans So sorry for what you and your child are going through that sounds tough

I don't think either party is "wrong" here it's just my experience that men who won't commit are generally signalling that the person they won't commit to within a certain time frame, they don't consider their permanent life partner.

I'm a lot older than you op at 48, I have friends and family of all ages, backgrounds and outlooks on life and the 3 year thing (roughly) generally holds true.

The couples where the man (it's usually the man very rarely the woman as i find women tend to know fairly early on in a relationship if he's not for them - and act!) drags his heels, has to be talked around and persuaded into marriage/dc after several years in a relationship, these couples don't last. Or on the rare occasions they do (I've seen this most with the couples I know of my parents generation) they're miserable! As there's resentment and regret.

A man who really wants to be with you doesn't need to be talked round or persuaded or convinced to commit, he'll do it anyway.

That's why when such men get into subsequent relationships they often marry and have dc very quickly, they know this relationship is the right one for them.

The couples I know where the man has been happy and eager to commit within that first few years there really isn't all this angst or difficulty.

CatherinedeBourgh · 01/08/2020 12:54

MikeUniformMike It is to me - i’ve been with dh nearly 30 years and we still have a long way to go.

Lelophants · 01/08/2020 12:59

What are both your thoughts on marriage?

It's pretty good sign of someone's commitment and that they definitely want to take the next step with you. It doesn't change your lives days to day but is a sign to you that things are moving forward. Would he happily agree to marriage now and with the view he would like children in 2 or 3 years?

With my dh I knew he definitely wanted them and I trusted him with that, but I wanted it sooner. So we had our wedding and I put a lot of focus on that and working hard and our hobbies, then three years down the line we were both ready practically, financially and emotionally.

It is the hardest thing we've ever done. You both have to be extremely ready and wanting it.

SusanKennedyshouldLTB · 01/08/2020 13:03

@JhG1891

Things are awful today.. we've barely spoken
Op, he is telling you his thoughts without saying a word. He doesnt want to future you do with you. And is being a coward about it.
MikeUniformMike · 01/08/2020 13:08

@CatherinedeBourgh, yes but that's you.
OP is 30 and ready to start a family. They've been living together 2.5 yrs, and it looks like they are not on the same page where having DC is concerned.

JhG1891 · 01/08/2020 13:37

@GreekOddess

You say that you can take your child with you to work or he can work at home and look after the baby that's very unrealistic. If you have a baby and both work you will absolutely have to use childcare.
No I work in a child care facility that my boss is quite happy for me to bring my child to while I'm at work..
OP posts:
Upherefordancing · 01/08/2020 13:45

What Lelophants said (which I also alluded to upthread)!!

Sssloou · 01/08/2020 14:03

You are both well and truly set up practically and financially to start a family now. Living in a house is a red herring - you don’t need a garden until they are a toddler really. Also the increase in salary - your OH will know when his perception of what he needs £££ to feel comfortable is realistic - so he can give you a timescale but is choosing not to.

The big issue is the emotional part - the drama, crying etc v odd behaviour. Why can’t he give you a timescale - 3,5,7 years? Because he knows you won’t accept it.

Why don’t you give him a timescale 6, 12, 18 months to start trying - if he doesn’t want to start trying when that deadline comes then you will move on.

However you do need to think carefully what your timescales are - inform him and stick to it otherwise you risk never being a mother. IMHO no man is worth that. In his opinion he has told you he is happy to be with you without children.

When you are considering your deadline - build in the following:

1 year for to leave and emotionally grieve the relationship.

1 year to start dating and find another DP.

2 years to embed this relationship before TTC

1 year to fall pregnant in mid 30s

1st baby born at 35.

And that’s if you left him today.

Sssloou · 01/08/2020 14:07

I also agree that marriage is critical for children and women’s financial security. COVID would allow you the excuse of a small intimate wedding if that’s what’s holding you back.

You could also put your timescale alongside that.

What is your boundary - what is the latest you are prepared to TTC?

ScrapThatThen · 01/08/2020 14:34

It's all about him isn't it. Time for you to call the shots and if you can't then he's not enough for you. And get married or civil partnership before you have children. No need to love the institution of marriage but women are left high and dry without its rights. There's a reason they say older and wiser.

JhG1891 · 01/08/2020 14:38

I just think marriage isn't for everyone and it just so happens that it isn't for us.. that doesn't change the fact that we have always been extremely happy and it just so happens that this is the one thing that we can't agree on at this time.. and as much as I'm upset, it has been very upsetting for him too and it's hard for the both of us. He assumed having children didn't bother me yet and I assumed that it would just be what he wanted because what we do both want is to build a life together. We had a miscarriage 3 years ago and up until that point I didn't even think I could have children (I was with my ex for years and we couldn't get pregnant, I assumed it was me and I had made my peace with the fact that I probably couldn't have children) but I met my current DP and then we did get pregnant and it changed my outlook because I knew I could conceive and with him. So when I miscarried we decided that we'd wait for a bit so I had the 3yr implant put in. It's due to come out so the conversation arose again and thats when we found out we weren't on the same page. It's hard we've rowed and cried and sat in silence for two days now and I don't know what to do.. I appreciate the advice from the posters of MN but I think some of you are quite judgemental and dare I say it a little bitchy. But that's okay everyone is entitled to their opinion and I'm the one that posted so I expect the good and the bad.. I've come here as a source of support not to be told he clearly doesn't want me and he doesn't see me as wife/mother materiel. I am very uncertain and scared about mine/our future.. it's hard to have been with someone for so long and to have such a good and synced up relationship, only to find out that there is a life changing thing that I'm full heartedly ready for and he's not quite there.. devastated would be an understatement

OP posts:
MiddleClassProblem · 01/08/2020 14:55

From your last update it’s clear that you have actively been trying to have children from a relatively you age, early 20s?

So for you, you have been ready to go since then and he isn’t there yet.

With your miscarriage, had you been trying to get pregnant?

I think arguing to the point you are about it sounds hugely straining in the relationship. You can’t force someone to be ready so you might need to back off a bit, talk rationally.

AttilaTheMeerkat · 01/08/2020 15:05

Is he now talking to you?. You do realise of course that the responsibility for his non talking behaviour now is all his, that is not on you. Your relationship is clearly not as happy nor as in sync as you think. Your thoughts on marriage were to me what a wedding day could be like, not about marriage.

Bringing a child also into a relationship without either marriage or a civil partnership is not a great idea either for the reasons already outlined by others. I presume a child would carry his surname too?.

If you keep hanging on hoping he'll be ready, you will regret it. He is already telling you who he is therefore it would be wise to believe him here. What he really wants here is for the relationship to remain as it is and without a child in it. If you were to have a child by him that person would go onto become your sole responsibility as well.

MikeUniformMike · 01/08/2020 15:05

Marriage is important, OP.

You care enough for a man to have a joint mortgage with him, and to have children with him but not enough to have a legal contract costing about £70.

Splitting up costs about £12K married or not (heard that on Woman's Hour this week).

Brieminewine · 01/08/2020 15:14

It’s really difficult but all you can do is have an honest discussion with him, and if he says he doesn’t want children and you’re adamant you do then unfortunately the relationship is over. You can love someone but if they have a different life path to you it can’t work, some people aren’t compatible despite how much they love each other.

Haffiana · 01/08/2020 15:41

Marriage is important to your children, OP. You need to think for them, not your preferences.

Don't potentially disadvantage them so quickly.

LilyWater · 01/08/2020 15:45

@JhG1891 - bear in mind that the reason why you've had such a "good and synced up" relationship in the first place is that this key issue has been on the backburner. He's happy with the status quo because it completely suits him hence he's fighting against you disrupting this. Everything is set up for him perfectly where he has all the benefits of the relationship and love that you give him, no need to think of making a legal commitment to you by way of marriage, and up until now, has had it his own way with regards to children and knowing he has (almost) all the time in the world to have them if he wants, whether that's with you or another woman.

I feel for you as it is a heart wrenching situation but at the end of the day, however long you decide to continue staying with him, it is only YOU who is taking the gamble and all the risks because it is your fertility that will be substantially declining over the short and medium term, not his. I agree with another poster that men normally make a commitment within 3 years to women they're fully committed to having a life long partnership with. 28/29/30 is not super young at all, many people settle down by this age, as you've seen in your own life. Even now, both your financial/job situations are so much better than so many other people's in this country!! This isn't a new relationship, you've been with this guy for FOUR years. If you both truly wanted it, there's no reason at all why you couldn't get married and make plans for children. As someone else said, there's never a 'perfect' time and dragging things along for x, y, z with no timeline stinks of either intentional or unconscious stalling on his part.

You have to make the decision whether you're happy enough to stay with him on his terms and risk him either not being 'ready' until a point where conceiving is more difficult/turns out to be impossible, or not being 'ready' at all (or breaking up for another reason) and leaving you high and dry when you're effectively infertile/low fertile, and then (most likely) him marrying/having children with another woman. Even though some of the replies seem harsh, we've all seen this scenario many times over which is why everyone is warning you as we don't want you to suffer the same. Obviously if those men had told those women that though they enjoyed the relationship, they did not truly see them as lifelong partners, and instead are going to marry/have children with other women after the eventual break-up, of course those women would never have hung on waiting for the guy to be 'ready'! They all say similar things to what you boyfriend is now saying, giving you hope. If you're happy enough with him to put his own wishes to stall above your own desires and are happy to risk the above scenarios, then stay with him (only you can make that decision). However if you're serious about having child/ren then find someone else who wants to commit to you and is actually enthusiastic about having a family with you - this is what you deserve! Smile
Women have been conditioned for far too long to put men's wants and desires before their own and in many cases it just leads to heartbreak down the line.

Graphista · 01/08/2020 15:47

and dare I say it a little bitchy

Why? Because we're telling you stuff you don't want to hear? But that's true?

Well fine...

Fully expect you to carry on not resolving anything with them and finding yourself in 5/10 years STILL childless and wondering why.

Your thoughts on marriage were to me what a wedding day could be like, not about marriage absolutely!

Marriage isn't really about when things are going well, it's about clarity and protection when things go wrong.

Enquirer20 · 01/08/2020 15:53

OP I always think on these threads there is so much emphasis on ‘oh he just doesn’t want to be with you, he’ll have kids with someone else after you’ve broken up’. Sometimes that may be true, but it’s also true that men and women often have different timescales for children.

Almost all of my female friends have been ready before their partners and this has caused friction, tears and heartache. Most have waited a bit and their partners have ended up coming round in time - often in groups actually, I think this is a big part of it. Do many of his friends have kids?

Often men (and women) need time to be independent and enjoy freedom before settling down. And that comes at different rates. If your partner is looking at different timescales it may NOT be that he just isn’t into you, as so many MNers are so keen to point out.

I’d recommend looking for ways that he is committed to you and your future together (marriage, joint finances, getting a family home etc) and thinking of your own timeline that you need him to be on the same page by if the relationship can work.

Enquirer20 · 01/08/2020 15:55

@Haffiana

Marriage is important to your children, OP. You need to think for them, not your preferences.

Don't potentially disadvantage them so quickly.

And this is both utter rubbish and rude to parents who don’t happen to be married. Children want two loving co-parents, that’s it.
Sssloou · 01/08/2020 15:56

I think he is cruel not to give you a timescale.

Can he not even commit to 10 years?

Haffiana · 01/08/2020 16:07

And this is both utter rubbish and rude to parents who don’t happen to be married. Children want two loving co-parents, that’s it.

So, you are happy that people on this board do not get good advice as long as you don't feel that you have been insulted?

Is there any other way you would like this thread to revolve around you and not the OP?

MikeUniformMike · 01/08/2020 16:12

@Enquirer20, OP has wanted a child for several years.

You are in a better position legally if you are married rather than co-habiting.

Sssloou · 01/08/2020 16:14

It’s really sad that he can’t or won’t give you any hope for your utter devastation.

Think about that.

What is your last deadline to TTC?

What support do you want from
MN. Many have seen this situation time and time again. They are sharing their EXPERIENCE not their judgement.

You situation might be different (let’s hope it is) - but your devastation is with HIM not with MN.

No man is worth giving up being a mother for IMHO.

If you wait too long and there are issues the resentment and contempt will likely pollute the relationship over time and then you will have neither a child or partner.

Maybe couples counselling?

What are his parents like? Was his upbringing complicated? Do like you?

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