@Bunkbedpeople it does get so emotionally overwhelming at times doesn’t it, take some time out and enjoy having ‘you’ time, we’ll still be here when you come back 
@LivingMyBestLife2020 Mr T sounds fab and I’m so pleased you had a great evening. As for the paying the bill at a date, I always offer to pay half or, we take it in turns. But if they insist then that’s fine!
So, fingers and toes crossed I’ve a date with Mr Blast (my very unexpected blast from the past which I’m still trying to get my head around!) tomorrow night! I’m incredibly excited and trying very very hard not to overinvest/overthink!! I sway between being cooled and chilled, to sick with excitement and then panicking he wont like me!! We have messaged a ridiculously huge amount of times since matching and realising our history but I’m trying to keep my head straight (apologies in advance for any going into meltdown posts tomorrow!).
The great thing is that this has taken my mind totally off Mr M! He’s away at the mo and all being well (taking Mr Blast out of the equation!) I’ll see him again next week. At the mo I know he’s chilled with us just seeing each other occasionally.
To complicate matters I’ve also got Mr C on the back burner! A very confusing thing with him, I know him from years back, we reconnected last year and met up in December which was total chemistry. However, long distance, lockdown, health issues (his) and problematic personal circumstances have meant we haven’t been able to meet up since then. We have text contact everyday and talk on the phone most days, but, sensible head knows that this is never really going to go anywhere even though we have got an amazing connection.
Not really asking for any advice but thought I’d fill you in on my complicated and overthinking dating (not dating) life!! Any advice you do have of course is always appreciated!