No and I highly doubt I will ever speak to him again. It’s not showing as read but that doesn’t mean anything as you can read stuff in airplane mode. Whether he read it or not I’m sure it’s deleted now, pretty sure he’s already cleared our whole chat (I think that’s what the accidental video call was in sept). I’m the same, don’t really unfriend people, I think ultimately it’ll probably be a good thing and we should have done it earlier but hurts that it wasn’t my decision and that he did it without saying anything despite knowing how much the insta thing hurt me, and fb is arguably a bigger deal, for me anyway. Just quite horrible. Was looking at what I can still see of his profile and he’s removed all reference of my home town - like he never lived here. Even taken off the job info. So weird! Does make me wonder if he’s found someone but also I know he is the type of person who is very much clean slate, so...who knows. But at least I can’t stalk I guess. So prob a good thing.
So one thing I didn’t tell anyone on here or irl is I let him keep using my Netflix. I just felt bad about taking it away especially as we were, in theory, still friends, but I knew people would say I was a mug. Well I took it away last night. Not to be petty, but I have been thinking for a while it’s not really on to use it when we don’t interact at all not even a merry Christmas, and then when he did that yesterday I thought no fuck off. He hasn’t messaged me about it and I don’t expect him to. I think that’s it now.
It’s so sad. This time last year I was so happy, we were counting down to our holiday. Never would have expected we’d be split for six months by now.
Good about not stalking! I still keep checking to see if he’s changed his profile picture (to him and a girl as I wonder if the sudden unfriend was coz of that) but I will stop. But yeah even tho he’s hurt me I still miss him. I can’t even really imagine being with anyone else altho I am trying. Siiiigh!