Dreamed about him again, quite often do but this one was interesting - he’d lost his memory of our time together and instead of being like wow, have you been to the doctor, I just agreed to go on a date. I told him how we’d been together nine months, discussed marriage, and he was like oh wow. Don’t think I mentioned the part where he fell out of love with me and shattered my heart into a million tiny pieces. We went on the date, can’t remember that bit but it was typical dream surreal stuff I think. Then after, he texted me to say what a great time he had. Think that’s fairly clear, me obviously wanting a second chance but with full knowledge so I can avoid it happening again! I do dream of him a lot but this one is lingering, think because of a moment at the start when we got out his car to walk to the venue of our date and he put his arm around me and I nestled into him - it felt SO familiar. Even dream me got freaked out by it and told dream him how weird it felt! I can still feel it now.
I saw an episode of the dog house the other day where a lady had lost her husband, she said you can get all the hugs from your children, your grandchildren, but it’s not the same as a hug from your husband. Obviously I appreciate our situations are vastly different and I’m not trying to say otherwise cos I was only with the bloke for nine months but I get what she means. I’ve had lots of hugs since and they’re lovely but not the same.