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Support for Spook 3

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ponygirl · 28/08/2004 21:33

Here it is!

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Beetroot · 03/09/2004 22:42

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anorak · 03/09/2004 22:42

Spook, I'm so sorry. I presume this is the friend who used to be his 'best friend' and is now yours?

My immediate reaction is that the reason she has been so close to you is because she knows how wrong he is from her own personal experience. Not that that will be any consolation to you, but possibly she feels for you in a genuine way despite everything. I certainly don't think she is anywhere but on your side now, but that's only reassuring in as far as that it is better than the alternative.

It is extraordinarily painful for you to find out this way that your h was not the devoted husband you thought him to be. However he has now sealed his fate, seemingly, with his careless remarks. You can at least plan for the future without including him in the equation. It probably feels like a death but a death is final, however painful and so you may get on with the grieving process and begin the healing one.

This is a terrible and important milestone, one of those things that separates you from those who have no experiences, and are as useful to the rest of the world as a blank piece of paper.

You will know when you get through this that there is nothing, nothing that can ever happen to you that you will not be equal to. And always, as I've said to you before, you will be able to sleep at night without guilt, and look at yourself in the mirror with admiration for your integrity and honesty - something that many people, including your h cannot do.

I hope I am making sense, things are unsettled here at the moment, and I will be logging off now. But you know my phone number if you desperately need to talk, you know that you would be welcome for as long as ever you need if you appeared on my doorstep. I will be on line again first thing in the morning.

I and my family love you very much xxx

Beetroot · 03/09/2004 22:54

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Blu · 03/09/2004 22:59

I have to go Spook....but others will be here, they will.

MummyToSteven · 03/09/2004 23:01

oh spook so horry to hear what you have found out, and that your ex has choosen to hurt you in this way. Makes his moral high ground stance so ironic really. You are worth so much more than this; I agree with the other posters that you should walk away.

anorak · 03/09/2004 23:03

And one last thing I want to add...all the criticisms of you he made in that email do not make any sense. You have always spoken of him with sheer love and devotion and I do not believe you were the malcontent he has accused you of being. The evidence for that does not add up. Everything I've heard about this points to the fact that he is desperate to fabricate blame for you, to avoid the uncomfortable facts of his own culpability.

Beccarollover · 03/09/2004 23:08

FUCK.

Just seen this hun

Im emailing you

soapbox · 03/09/2004 23:16

Spook
I am sitting here in tears for you. For all that you have already endured and for the extra burden that he has landed on you now. This really is way beyond anything that I am sure you could have imagined. Just as you were getting used to a picture of him as an ex, alebeit relucantly he slams you back down with this absolute and total betrayal.

I really do feel for you. You must be wondering who the heck you can trust next. Your dearly loved DH and now one of your closest friends... And the casualness and callousness of the way he lets you know. And your ds - he was only a baby FFS - what were they thinking of. He really should have kept his dick in his pants the silly silly man!

If you need to talk please email me - tomorrow won't be good but if you want to leave me a numebr I will call you on Sunday - its joycemgrant(at)yahoo.co.uk

I think as I said right at the very beginning of this sorry mess (used to be jmg). I've been there, got the t-shirt and have moved on and got a new life. But I will never ever forget the pain and if there is anything at all I can do to help you through this then I will... you only have to ask...

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soapbox · 03/09/2004 23:25

I feel very reluctant to go to bed and leave this one tonight - spook if you are there please can you let us know that you are alright!!

Beccarollover · 03/09/2004 23:25

i have left my phone at my mams so cant text her as usual - DAMN - have just emailed her but not word back yet

i think i can remember her home number do you think i should ring it or too late?

Beetroot · 03/09/2004 23:27

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soapbox · 03/09/2004 23:28

BR - no I don't think its too late - no way will she be sleeping after this will she??

Would you mind - don't think I could sleep not knowing that she is ok...

Beccarollover · 03/09/2004 23:30

just received an reply to the email i sent her a few minutes ago - she may be along in a mo to post on here as i said everyone is worried but incase she doesnt - she is there, not ok but ok iyswim

F U C K E R S

im so angry and sad for my friend :( such a lovely woman as a couple of you have known and the rest of you will gather from her threads

HUGE GROUP HUG HUNNY - you can get through this, dont know how but we will all help you as much as we can
x x x x x x x x x

spook · 03/09/2004 23:32

Hello girls.I'm here Can't quite see the keyboard through my tears. (oh God that sounds so melodramatic) Thankyou all for being there. Big hugs {{{{{{}}}}}}}

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soapbox · 03/09/2004 23:33

Oh thanks BR.

Spook I hope that you know that we all care for you and are rooting for you. You will get through this I promise you sweetheart. It has been a hellish time for you, but believe me your hour will come...

Beetroot · 03/09/2004 23:35

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soapbox · 03/09/2004 23:39

Spook - have you anyone there with you? Is there anything we can do for you? Do you want to talk or just be by yourself????

MummyToSteven · 03/09/2004 23:40

Hi Spook. Sorry you are going through so much sh*t atm. This is a low - not much of a consolation I know, but once you get through this you will start to feel better.

Beccarollover · 03/09/2004 23:47

I have just spoken to her on the phone and passed on everyones messages for her - she knows we are all here right behind her

Pook · 04/09/2004 07:46

Spook, I am soo sorry that he is behaving like a smug and vindictive a*ehe. It sounds like he IS a smug, self-serving and self-congratulating aeh*e. What a BIG man and how LOW could he stoop in trying to get you down when you're just trying to do something to get your life back on track. All I have read of your feelings to and dealings with him when you were together have shown me, and all other mumsnetters how devoted you were. Of course people snap or have occasional arguments when they're together so long. To suggest that this is not normal, which appears to be what he is doing, is ridiculous, childish and immature. I too think that the fact that your friend is YOUR friend now rather than HIS is raher telling. I really hope you feel better soon - how lame does that sound?!

ponygirl · 04/09/2004 08:04

Hi Spook. I'm sooo sorry I had to run out on you last night, just as you hit such a dreadful moment. (I lost my internet connection to dh - couldn't be helped.) But you had some of the wisest MNetters to listen to you and they gave great advice as usual. I hope you got through the night OK and you had someone to support you if you wanted it.

I second the others: I'm so dreadfully sorry that you've had this blow, you must feel that you've lost one of your crucial supports into the bargain. But the only way from here is up, and this man is not worth everything you so instintingly gave him and are still offering him. Your new life is waiting for you, lovely Spook, just reach out and take it. xxx

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anorak · 04/09/2004 08:32

Morning spook. Another day and the sun still comes up, the birds are still singing. And your mn friends are still here for you. Lots of love xx

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