Well I've stopped licking my wounds and just feel a bit of a fool, MrSaturday has never been back in contact surprise surprise since Easter texts yesterday and to be honest I don't want him to, but feel a 2nd date would make me feel less of a tart 🙄
But back in the saddle and have 2 new irons. Not sure though, they need names so:
MrLoco is local, we spoke for 2hrs last night on the phone. Lots of shared interests BUT was very open about his sexual proclivities (a bit Dom). Not too full on though and I'm ok with exploring that. Fairly straight that he wants a proper relationship, puts his kids first and will have fun along the way. Wants to see me Sunday and will book a local hotel as he wants to drink (it's only about 45m but no transport) is that odd??
MrBlue was totally all about the sex last night on text, including my first ever cock shot 😂 Although I agreed it through sheer curiosity (see I have SHIT boundaries). But actually I totally indulged the texts. Today we've been taking more and actually he seems to have a lot of integrity, very clear focus, not "nice" or funny really, quite earnest which is odd for me but appealing after all the bull.
And here is where I ask if I'm insane. He is clearly very well off, has his own place abroad and wants to take me away for the first date to an amazing restaurant and his home abroad. He suggests that spontaneity leads to good things. Now I could do it, my kids aren't here and I want some sun but is that clinically insane to agree to on a first date. Feels a bit fairytale I'm more used to costa and a chat!!!
I'm too curious for my own good so be my voice of reason. Oh and pudding it's in your neck of the woods so if I go, you can be my emergency "get me the hell out of here" contact.