Please talk me down. I want to send this:
To quote you:
"To conclude. You become erratic, more tired, short tempered, irrational, the pitch of your voice changes, over protective, you become belligerent about stupid things like films that we're watching. Two weeks further in you are lovely, fun, professional, light hearted, funny, confident, understanding, loving"
So you like me when I make you feel good about yourself. When I reflect positivity and when I am on my 'a' game.
Otherwise you feel it's important to let me know "honestly" where I'm going wrong so I can go back to making you feel good.
Is that how this relationship is supposed to work?
I wish you'd told me. Now I know that I just have to fake being happy so you don't feel I'm being awkward or difficult!
Bloody hell! Why didn't you tell me? Sheesh I'm glad we got that sorted. Let's hang out now I know how badly I'm behaving so I can make up to you for all the ways I've been awful. And I promise never to get tetchy about anything you don't want me to get tetchy about, because obviously if I do that, I'm a big old bitch for voicing my concerns, trying really hard to let you know how I feel about things and be balanced. But we all know that your feelings are most important.
Got it.
I know I shouldn't but I'm so fucking fed up with being made to feel I'm defective.