An update on my 'To top off my crap year...' thread

[October]

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Sort of. I would never do anything if he renewed his flirting with me, but I supposeI am glad that he talked to me. I want things to be over with me having the upper hand, not with me sobbing in the office every couple of days, which it was two months ago!

a toy and destroy mission?

Yeah, get him all hot and then say, 'Erm, no thanks - wouldn't touch you with rubber gloves on love...'

exactly

remember he would have to be dunked in disinfectant anyway, probably

Tanee - when I said 'affection' I actually meant just affection - you know, cuddles etc. Forget sex, I haven't had a cuddle for about two weeks. Missing the 'other' too, but havn't felt enough affection towards h to initiate it.

Actually Lou, I can't even be bothered to flirt with him either. I have to say that him talking to me did bring back a little of the old affection I felt towards him, but the hurt of being ignored for two months is still fresh in my mind. He is attractive, but not worth my affection.

His loss - mind you, I'm not actually free anyway. I keep forgetting that . I have sort of mentally moved on from h, which is sad really.

I agree with Tanee that the laughing that h and I have had this weekend has been 'companionable' - surely that comes in 20 years, not now! I'm still too young to just be a 'companion'...

Glad your friend was joking BTW! Do you think that was true or a desperate back-peddle?

i think it was genuine, he apologised more than once, especially when i made it clear it had upset me

i miss being held too

How are you now? Heard from M lately?

same

today

Oh dear

I had a fab day at work today and was on a high (partially induced by too much caffeine though I think!) H actually listened to me talking about work too...

The G thing has set me back a little I'll admit. I had kind of got used to being ignored, and it was helping. God, I'm never happy am I? I think I'll just allow myself the luxury of pretending that he has found it hard to forget about me and that he has only been ignoring me to make it easy on himself..

How many smilies can a person use in one paragraph?

hahaha, go for a record?

you need to email me your number btw

Remind me of your email addy as I am on old pc, and your contact details are on new one!

Quick hijack - dior sweetie, scan today, went well, 12 weeks exactly, due 26th nov xxx Hope we can meet soon xx

Oh, I'm really glad! Was meaning to email you. UCM wants to do the Hobbycraft thing, and I can only do Wednesdays. Have cleared it with M&D to pick ds up from school, so would not have to be back until 5-ish. Could you do similar? If not, we can do a quick trip and drive back for 3-ish...

Was the picture clear? Ds looked like a garden gnome on his 12 week picture!

scan itself was awesome - really clear, but the pic itself is a bit crapola!

Hobbycraft - would love to, but will not be allowed to spend DH has me on a budget, and we are skint!

Wednesdays are fine by me, DH will take and drop Jessi at school if needs be!

Don't suppose I'll be allowed much of a budget either! Want to go to look though, and have found a voucher for money off first purchase (£4 I think).

So, what Wednesdays can you do?

any but this week i think for now! i usually only work 1 to 2 weeks in advance!

OK, I'm busy this week too. Will email UCM and sort something out. I'll drive us both too, so we can turn up together (in case UCM is really a man )

morticiatsf at googlemail dot com

Have mailed you Lou.

squeals in excitement!

biyatch!