Hi babes,
Sorry for disappearing, I got a bit spooked when someone said we had been outted on social media as I have done v little to hide my RL identity. Lux, it's not Friday but in your honour I just dug out a Clinique face mask from the v back of the cupboard - I hope these things don't have sell by dates? Anyway, it has been applied with gusto, just hope it can sort out my skin which is currently worse than it was in my teens.
So I managed DJ and then in a depressingly predictable way fell totally off the wagon once Feb began. On Weds I only had 2 beers, but on Thursday I was out for dinner with new potential clients who I was supposed to be impressing, and I got shitfaced back at the house of one of them after the dinner. I don't actually even remember the end of the evening but I am clutching at straws and imagining it wasn't too awful as I managed to take all my make-up off, contact lenses out and put my pyjamas on before passing out. But in a worst case scenario it actually could be seriously bad for my reputation and my career. Apparently some people live and learn and apparently I am not one of those people. What a fucking loser.
So I haven't drunk still then, mainly because I feel so awful in every way. Sorry babes, you were having a fun night and I've just totally put a damper on it.
Elba, you are my running inspiration - amazing. Ma, hope the bruises go away soon - I remember falling like that once, cartoon style, where you sort of hang in the air and the whole thing happens in slow motion - not fun. Sorry not to nc anyone else, hope you're all having a good night.