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Re: Feeling so down after husband has left me for another woman after 30 years

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Hushabyemountain98 · 17/01/2016 22:18

I posted yesterday but was a bit too detailed.
I am feeling so down and tonight I found myself sobbing out load.
I am finding this so hard. Even though I have a supportive family and friends.

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notonyurjellybellynelly · 06/03/2016 02:12

For me, I saw the military as having a significant influence on relationships, family life etc as well

That's also very true.

notonyurjellybellynelly · 06/03/2016 03:22

Husha, although we were both very much loved, and I certainly was by my mum and maternal grandparents, as well as my large extended family, but that said - we both had starts in life that were different to the 'norm' and I think it can leave its mark on people. I know that for me I wanted to create what I thought a family should be in the conventional sense, and I say that even though my beloved step dad came into my life when I was a very young teenager. So I had been part of a traditional family but I still wanted 'my family life' to be the ideal so I kept on trying and trying and trying again in the hope of a happy ending. There was also the rejection I'd faced with my birth father and that was a big part of me not wanting to be rejected by husband. I keep trying to explain that last sentence but its not working out today but I hope you'll have an idea of what I mean.

Anyway, enough of that on Mothers Day. Are your boys home this weekend and if not is anything happening at all to make the day a bit special for you? And you know it doesnt have to be something that anyone does for you. It can even be something you do for yourself just because!!!

And you asked about my toe. Well, its bloody killing me. So much so that yesterday I was half way round a mall and I had to go and buy a pair of flip-flops to wear it was so sore. I couldnt have gone another step further in my shoes. My toe looked like a slug, a horrible fat slug, it wasn't a pretty site, but the look of it meant people scattered when they saw the reason I was hobbling along so getting the other half of the way round the Mall didn't take as long as it usually does on a Saturday Grin Grin Every cloud and all that Grin

Happy Mothers Day to you Husha - I would put money on you being a great one! Flowers xxxxxxxxxxx

Kirk123 · 06/03/2016 08:03

My parents got divorced and before that had a terrible marriage , I too tried too hard to make my marriage work and put up with him when in hindsight I should of got rid years ago , but I wanted a better family for my kids. Anyway off for a walk with my friend for Mother's Day down a beach x happy Mother's Day to everyone you are all fabulous and we are a credit to ourselves ❤️❤️❤️😘😘

Hushabyemountain98 · 06/03/2016 08:54

Hi notonyur, Happy Mothers Day to you too. I hope you are doing something nice? Even if you have to wear your flip flops!
So sorry that your toe is giving you so much trouble. I hope the flip flops will take the pressure of it? The trouble is there is no quick fix!
I suppose that we did both have a 'different' start in life.
My parents loved me so much and I miss them still everyday.
I know that when I had both my sons it meant so much as they were part of me. I know that the majority of mothers feel like. I do not really know how to explain but as I was adopted although I was brought up to know all my parents knew about my birth mother etc. I have started this sentence so many times and I cannot get it to make sense! I have just re read your post and you have wriiten the same thing about trying to explain!!

I do not think that my boys are coming home today. That is OK as I know they love me. I have the dogs to walk. So it is just a normal day. I used to enjoy having my Mum and Dad around for dinner on Mother's Day. I bought sweetheart roses yesterday to go by my Mum and Dad's photo.
Are you doing anything special? When we lived in the US I used to get two Mothers Days! As they celebrate it later. I think it was in May!

Thank you for the the very kind comment Flowers
Have a good one xxx

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Hushabyemountain98 · 06/03/2016 09:01

Happy Mother's Day Kirk.
I am sorry to read about your parents marriage.
Lots of ladies on here have tried so hard to make a good family life. It is a pity that the other halves of the relationship could not of tried harder and been grateful for what they had. Or at the very least gone about it in a different way!

Enjoy your walk. Wrap up well!xxx

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notonyurjellybellynelly · 06/03/2016 09:31

Husha, I still miss my mum everyday even though its almost 17 years since she died and I always have a private moment with her on mothers day - which is a bit different from when our Christmas tree gets done and the big red star that we say is her gets bunged on top with the most outrageous of things being said at the same time gets loving placed right at the top. Her name meant star and she once bought the most outrageous red shoes that looked really suspect Wink, Id hate to tell you what she looked like in them, Shock so that's our off beat way of having her with us on the day - a beautiful red star the same colour as her outrageous shoes. I so wish I could tell you what we really called them but its derogatory to others so I won't.

We also have two Mothers Days but I prefer a giant fuss to be made of me on the British one. And I then do the Arab one for my daughter. But I also now have the Romanian one for my D'sIL so we kind of eat a lot of cake over the next few months what with the 11 family birthdays as well.

And what am I doing today? Well its round to my daughters for a nice tea party, they've all been busy cooking and baking since yesterday and though it sounds a lot of work its really each house bringing a couple of plates. But we kind of do a bit of funny thing as well because my youngest daughter has no children yet but she's the most marvellous of help to my daughter and her sister in laws as well as being a very hands on aunty. So she gets a cake and a big fuss made of her as well. And this year I have my sister in law here, she's the wife of my half brother who Ive only known for 4 years. That part of my life has worked out really well by the way. Anyway she's here and she's getting mothers day done as well and not just because if she was at home her son wouldnt be doing anything about it. Basically with us its any excuse to create a feel good factor!

I really used to miss my children when they were away at Uni, and Im sorry if today will be hard for you what with your sons being away as well.

Happy mothers day Husha, and here's to a nice wee walk down memory lane with your mum and dad. Flowers

Hushabyemountain98 · 06/03/2016 10:10

Hi notonyur.
I know how you feel and I hope that you have a nice private moment with her today. I like the big red star story!
It sounds as though your cake eating season is going to last for months!
Enjoy your day with your family. It is good that your SIL will be able to join in too. It sounds like a real occasion!

I have gas messages from both my sons this morning. It is good that they are thinking about me.

Thanks again notonyur. Have a great day Flowersxxx

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Hushabyemountain98 · 06/03/2016 10:11

Sorry that should say 'had' not gas! Xx

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notonyurjellybellynelly · 06/03/2016 10:15

No, considering the way I go on - gas was spot on! Grin

notonyurjellybellynelly · 06/03/2016 10:15

And its nice that your boys remembered mothers day Smile

Hushabyemountain98 · 06/03/2016 10:19

Don't be so hard on yourself notonyur! I will listen to you anytime!xx

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louisatwo · 06/03/2016 10:55

And a Happy Mother's Day to you Hush and everyone else. It's always a bitter sweet day (as are so many celebrations as we get older). Loss as well as warmth if you see what I mean.
The sun is shining here (and highlighting little pockets of dust around the house Blush. Tomorrow I can feel a spring clean coming on (but not today).
xx

Chiconbelge · 06/03/2016 11:03

Hello all, this conversation about the similarities and differences between experiences, and mothers, has made me think about my mum (who is in her 80s). She believes that if you are a good person, and you are always unselfish and treat other people kindly, lovingly and supportively, then somehow you will get your just reward in life. I think she was brought up lovingly but strictly in days where girls were given the message that they should always be "unselfish" which I think meant "putting others before yourself" and "not ever pushing to get what you want/need."

This hasn't always worked out, to say the least! She has been left sad and disappointed because so many things in her life haven't worked out the way she would have liked, and she hasn't got the rewards she thought would come for her good behaviour (instead, people took advantage.).

What am I trying to say? I still believe that being considerate of others, not having the feeling that you can trample on others to get your own way, is essential in life and, it is immoral to treat others like they exist to meet your own needs.

But what I've learned in my own life is that my mum's recipe doesn't make you happy. You need to treasure people who think that what YOU need and want is important, and who don't love you only if you do everything for them and suppress yourself to the point where you hardly know what you do want because no-one has ever asked what that is. Many of us have been brought up to think that doing everything for others is the right thing - unfortunately, there are men out there who for whatever reason have arrived at adult life with the sense that they are entitled to have someone do everything for them and are even quite grateful for it, and to the person who provides it, until they need something else.

Hushabyemountain98 · 06/03/2016 12:21

Hello Louisa and Chicon,
A Happy Mother's Day to you both too.
I know what you mean about a bitter sweet day!
The sun is shining here too and I have walked the dogs. For the first time in ages they do not have filthy paws!
I can see the dust too, but as it is Mother's day it can stay there!X

Chicon, I am so glad that you still have your Mum. I am sorry that things did not always work out the way she thought they would after she followed the 'rules' of decent behaviour.

I think you should be considerate to others and try to treat people with respect. But dont expect everyone to treat you in the same way!

The thing is that I do not think that you realise what is happening to you over the years in a long marriage or relationship. Also it becomes the norm for you however difficult it becomes.
I also think that some men are brought up correctly but it is the type they are and they do not give others the respect and care they deserve. When they think they have found something better off they go not caring about the woman that has devoted her life to them.

Well I think I have given him enough though today. Please enjoy your Mother's Day everyone, where ever you are or whatever you are doing.

Take care xx FlowersWine

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PiscoSour66 · 06/03/2016 14:28

Hello Hush, just quickly checking in to say hello and thank you for your kind wishes. I was made breakfast in bed. It was lovely. They claimed to have washed their hands..... X

Hushabyemountain98 · 06/03/2016 15:41

Hello Pisco,
You are welcome. How nice to be made breakfast in bed.
I wouldn't think too much about the washing of hands bit....xx

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Hushabyemountain98 · 07/03/2016 12:57

Good Morning all.
I hope the sun is shining where you are?
Hoping that you are all having a good day?
xx

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WTAFF · 07/03/2016 13:26

Hi Hush. The sun is out here. Spring is definitely on the way. I'm Just about to take the dog out.

How are you today? Xx

Hushabyemountain98 · 07/03/2016 13:46

Hi WTAFF. Glad you have the sun too. Lets hope spring is on the way!
Enjoy your walk. I took mine out earlier.
I am okay. But I just seem to flitt from one thing to another without really finishing anything!
xx

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Hobbitwife001 · 07/03/2016 14:07

The sun is out and the sky is blue, here in the arse end of nowhere too!
My attention span is rubbish as well, I start one thing, get bored with it, come on MN, and then start something else....
Ah well, at least there's no one to moan about that any more, I can please myself. Hoping you have a good day, hush, xx

Hushabyemountain98 · 07/03/2016 14:30

Glad you have the son too Hobbit.
I am glad the attention span thing is not just me then!
As you say there is no one to moan about it anymore.
Thanks Hobbit enjoy the rest of your day too xx

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notonyurjellybellynelly · 07/03/2016 14:36

Fabulous weather here. Thunder. Lightening. Rain. We are very very happy.

Hushabyemountain98 · 07/03/2016 14:58

Hello notonyur. Glad you are enjoying the thunder, lightning and rain!
We are enjoying the sun!Smilexx

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Kirk123 · 07/03/2016 18:51

I am back at work full time today , I did it , mind flitting I have tried bloody mindful clothing, yoga, meditation, hypnotherapy, writing a journal, reading self help books could relax or concentrate on any , today though I have had to concentrate on my job and it felt OK , I am still on the long road but it's a little straighter !!!

Hushabyemountain98 · 07/03/2016 19:11

Hi Kirk,

So glad to hear that you did it and it felt OK.
Glad the road feels a little straighter. I hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday?
xx

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