I could here his voice while he was skyping it almost broke me. I miss his laugh and the way he says my name so much. I know I shouldn't miss him because he is a lying cheating prick but good it was hard.
He asked to speak to me but DB told him that it wasn't a good idea, when he said it I almost ran into the room shouting i'm here please come home.
Ledkr I think she may be aware about holiday sex some of their messages discuss the possibility of her sleeping with this other guy and she pints out that "you're still sleeping with your wife so I get to be naughty too ;-P"
My friend is pushing me to look up counsellors, she said doesn't know where she'd be right now if she had soon someone after her ex left.
I've had to start telling people, another friend messaged me and said she saw H out in the pub at lunch with (OW) and friends. Being a bit curious she'd asked where i was and he's said i hadn't been feeling great so had taken the kids to visit my parents for the weekend. so she messaged me to ask if I was feeling ok :(
I asked her how H and OW where behaving in public she said honestly she wouldn't have guessed they where having an affair, not sat next to each other, she was busy chatting away to the person sat next to her. My friend was in the same pub for them as them for a good 2 hours. She said OW left first prob 20 mins before H did but she did think it was strange H was driving when we live within walking distance of this pub. She thought maybe he was coming to get me and DTs