A thread to say something you can't in real life!

[Sodthisagain]

To my not so dear sister
Fuck off to the far side of fuck then fuck off some more! I am not the scheming, money swindling bitch you have insinuated I am today and will no longer going to be your doormat to shout at when you are stressed!!
Oh and don't forget fuck off!

There that's better :-)

Ok, so today you actually saw the doctor, he told you, life's been pants for us, he's not surprised your sad and numb, I'm clutching at straws on a daily basis that after 20 years of marriage and 3 amazing kids and getting through everything we have, that you can't really mean it when you say you don't feel the same about me anymore, I know you, better than you know you I think, I was a "smug married" that's what I was, till the last 6 months, adored, loved and even though we lost everything, we still had each other and our family, I asked you today if you felt we had a future and would grow old together, I know it's too soon too ask but I'm terrified, all I got was a "hope so" you told me 2 weeks ago that all the " lovely moments" in the last few months were because you were trying and you wanted me to be happy, but you just weren't feeling it, I'm not in sad denial, I know you, all the joy has gone from you, for everything, you work way too hard for us but all we want is you, come back to us babe we miss you so much, we'd live in a box, all of us, if we can stay a family x

to my ex: you're not the centre of the universe
to my mum: you're not the centre of the universe
to my aunts: you're not the centre of the universe

to the european union: improve the level of education in all the member countries, especially in astronomy!too many people are too bloody confused!

Husband: Ffs I know you hate me. So lets just part ways.

I have more (on a roll)

StepMIL: Stop lying. No-one has such an exciting life as you. Admit it, sometimes the only person you see all day is FIL. And the cat.

FIL: Ffs, get out more! Since you retired you only see StepMIL! She's too controlling! Your mates miss you and want to buy you a beer!

BIL: You are a sap for leaving your house to the gold digger. Ffs get a solicitor, get access to your DD and get her the fuck out!

DB: You rock. You are a survivor. Love you to the moon and back.

Neice: Stop bullying your brother.

Nephew: Kick arse against your sister, wuss.

DF: The cancer sucks. Stop complaining and life the rest of your days like its the last. By the way, it's only money and you can't take that with you.

Oldest friend: I hate your husband. Suspect the feeling is mutual.

DD: I am a very selfish woman, who shouts too much. Bu I only want what's best for you. Whatever our future I know I have a strong, resiliant, intelligent girl with so much love to share with the world. Lots of love x

Dear person,

I am not the bad friend. YOU are the bad friend.

To the employer
You used me , I was second choice but swallowed pride took job.
Was used financially and emotionally .
Not to mention physically on a number of occasions.
You pretended to be a friend but it was just words

Your treatment still impacting on me.

Dear dad. I love you very much. All my childhood you were the model of a truly good man. As an adult I can see your flaws more clearly but they are normal human weaknesses.

Dear mum. I love you too. I am sorry that dad eclipsed you for years. he was such a larger than life character and you were so often insecure and scared. I can understand you so much better now - my depression and anxiety has at times made me act as you did and I am so sorry no-one understood you then.

I am scared that you are both fading. You aren't stalwart figures in my life that you were. I am having to be that for everyone including you and I can only hope I am strong enough. I wish I wasn't terrified of losing you. Please remember that I love you more than I say.

Fuck you cunting filthy bastard BASTARD brain cancer or to use your correct disgusting horrible and terrifying name gliosarcoma stage 4. I fucking hate you and hate what you've already done to my poor mum and my family and what you will quickly ultimately do.
FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!
And also the same to the medical professionals that I mentioned above who signed her fucking death sentence by not sending her for a brain scan.

(apologies for so much swearing and anger but I need to :( )

carbe

Carbe

Oh carbe ?? I'm so sorry lovely

If I became very sick my parents would fly me and the kids home. They have considerably more money, connections and intelligence than you, and they would ensure I would never have to rely on you. If you ever try to threaten or blackmail me like that again I can promise you I will take the kids far away and you will never see them again. Incidentally, you are not all about love. You are all about yourself. I can see straight through you, you have never fooled me. And despite the fact you are hugely intimidated and threatened by me, actually you vastly underestimate my influence and power.

Dear former friend,

Did you mean to leave that email open on your screen when you called me over to tell me something unrelated? The email that clearly showed you were in an affair with our boss, the relationship you denied and denied and manipulated me into defending you to all and sundry. Did you think I wouldn't or couldn't read it or was it your way of wanting things out in the open?

Did you mean to exploit my good nature by rushing over after your father died so you could cry on my shoulder whilst I was juggling a newborn and a toddler (sorry but I really did need to collect the toddler from pre-school, sorry it interrupted your grief)

When I got that call from your partner and he said "guess what" I put my foot in it monumentally thinking you'd got engaged or pregnant but no, you'd had another affair, told him your relationship was over and asked him to move his stuff out but you still slept with him. You've not spoken to me since I told you I thought you were behaving appallingly but you've requested my friendship on facebook. Why? We're not friends, we never were - I was your lapdog, your toy, your support to pick up and put down when it suited you, you lied and lied and lied again and I don't trust you anymore.

Off you fuck.

Dear family members I am NC with. FUCK OFF.

Don't send me texts saying 'what did I ever do to you' the very fact that you have to ask says it all. I have no intention of ever speaking to you again.

Dear MIL
Our relationship is broken. I suspect you know it's broken but don't know why. But you never discuss things, which is part of what broke it in the first place.
I am really sad and angry that it's broken but it is.
But you broke it!

To my exh ow (and now wife)

Thank you for taking the lazy twat off my hands!

Oh and sorry for spending the night shagging him two days before your wedding when you thought he was at his mums! Unfortunately leopards rarely change their spots!

Had I known what a nice person you were going to turn out to be, I wouldn't have done it and I apologise for that!

To my boss

if you sit next to me and rub your leg against mine again, I am going to rip your clothes off and take you on your desk!

To my boss:
Thank you for being so understanding about my MH problems. You're a wonderful person and I wish the rest of the world could be a little more like you.

To DW: that conversation I remember from when we were dating over a decade ago, the one about your brother and his asexual relationship with his girlfriend, and how they were happy just as a couple? I get it now; in fact I "got" it months, years ago... They're intimate; It was you. It was a sign of our future that I didn't see in the honeymoon phase, when you were all over me, as much as (if not more so) I was into you.
It's been two, two and a half years now?
I miss your touch. Miss your hugs, passionate kisses. I miss the butterflies when your hands would wander as we lay in bed. I miss you.
So what was it at the start? An act? A lure? Was it ever real? We have a beautiful daughter, I'm a good dad.
Let me be a husband and lover again.

To my passive aggressive sister....FUCK YOU.....I really hope the saying that Karma is a Bitch is right.

To my sexually abusive grandfather....I hope you're rotting in hell

To the desperately unhappy child living inside the 57 year old me....it wasn't your fault, you are lovable, you deserved better.

To my siblings.......... no I did not have the same childhood as you did. Mine was shit.

To my birth family en masse........I will not let you upset me, walk all over me, make me feel guilty for existing any more.

To my husband and 4 wonderful children ........I love you and hope so much that I have managed to give you good lives despite the many hangups and depressions which are my legacy from my earlier life

and once more.....because I may never get the chance to say it again....to my passive aggressive sister I hate you...Fuck Off

To SIL
Take your jealousy and fuck off away from me and my family.

To Mother and Father, thank you for irreversibly damaging me and my sister with the abuse; we are trying so hard to get better and seek all the right help but we will always be a little bit broken because of you. The day I went no contact from you was my saving grace; yet you still find ways to hurt us through others.

To my beautiful sister; you are smart, beautiful and amazing. You are a wonderful aunty to your two nephews who love you to bits and ask for you regularly; I love that they love you as much as I do. I wish you would see how amazing you are. You are not fat, you have a body to be killed for! you don't need as much make up as you do; even though you are beautiful with or without it. please stop self harming and every day I worry that will will attempt suicide again and this time be successful- please don't. I can't live without you, a part of me will die with you. Stay just for me, if we could live in one big house together I would. I miss living with you even though your 5 mins down the road. I'm sorry I left you to get away from Mum and Dad. I would be dead if I stayed.

To my 2 beautiful sons I love you both so much you are perfect, I worry about you all the time. But I will do anything for you and never hurt you. You are my all!

To my husband. I love you so much. You are an amazing father to your boys and they love you so much as do I. I gave you everything. So why did you do what you did and hurt me so much. I'm here still because I love you and I think your a good man; just an idiot; but I don't look at you or think of you the same any more; every time my heart breaks. I do know your trying to put it right.

To the next door neighbour: No, the lady over the road's eldest son was not conceived by rape. No, I don't want to be friendly with you. It is a vile thing to keep repeating and I wouldn't trust anyone who keeps saying that again and again. Yes you can keep spreading rumours about me because I don't like you. Given the things you say about other people I doubt anyone pays much attention.

To the jumped up, so called 'care assistant' with the attitude problem.

Don't fuck with me sweetheart, because I'll take it to the top if I have to.

To the shop assistant in the Yankee Candle shop, I don't know if you are mixing me up with someone else, hence the bad manners displayed towards me, but hey!
I can glare too, and I can do sarcasm just as much as you, as you now know .
I never laid eyes on you before the first time our paths crossed, and you were so rude to me, in response to a perfectly polite query, so I know you have no good reason for the attitude.

To my colleague - you vile, incompetent excuse for a man... your official complaint about me bis ridiculous and unfounded. I hope the fact that I and our colleagues have finally spoken out about your years of incompetency, verbal abuse and un professionalism bite you on the arae. Cunt.

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