Hello everyone!! Happy New Year and all that!
I'm so sorry I haven't been back on for such a long time, I didn't mean to worry anyone - I almost, very nearly almost had a breakdown at the end of the year, what the hell I was thinking going back to work full time I don't know, but I've stopped that now, having a break and am hopefully going to be getting a 3 day a week job soon.
That and the pressure of Christmas, the kids being tired and terrors, pressure from family to communicate with good old Twatchops - it just all got too much and I couldn't stop panicking.
BUT - a new year and a new me! Feel really focused - seeing Rottie on Tuesday, have done my Form E for her, getting some valuations on the house on Monday as she asked for those so I'll be really prepared.
I've started psychotherapy too which I can see is going to be quite long term as I have a lot of unpicking to do.
I've told Twatchops he needs to get a flat where he can have the kids to stay properly, no more bed sits and him just on random day trips with the kids, the contact with him was just getting more and more so I have nipped that in the bud now.
Anyway - I hope you are all well everyone - I'll keep you updated 